thats how it is , once i get some top i be ready to rub one out from memory .
Just have to keep myself busy. Don't even have any yambs lined up, so its gonna be even tougher :\
Naw fam, it's never too late. Plus the more people on board the more supportIs it too late to join ?
Guys, I have shamed. Was too embarrassed to state my case 3 days ago, but I have shamed. On Day 20, I relapsed.
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Curiosity of an escort was my downfall. Word to Fools Wildin Thinking They Doing It thread. Shout out @12 Million
But mammie made me tap out. I thought I was stronger than that, but my fate was sealed the moment I first seen her. She made my sausage erupt, and it was a sealed deal. Same night. Approximately 3 hours later, after contemplating whether or not I'll regret it. Took me 2 hours to make this tough decision, it was very tough. But, in the end, I thought it was worth it, so I said the hell with it; so I typed in triple X videos. Preferably amateur. But once my eyes peeped the home page, and the new releases and all dat, it was the end. I searched for the best video for literally 3 hours, and once I found it, the marinating of the meat began. And once it happened, it was heavenly. I didn't regret it that night, but today it all hit me hard. I had relapsed. 20 days wasted. For the past 3 days I've marinated the meat. And once you've watched nearly all of the latest releases, there's no reason to continue. And now, I feel shame. At this very moment I feel like a bozo for relapsing. I failed you guys. I've failed NT, and the No Fap family. But I will abstain once again. I will make it. We all will. Because we are warriors. And even if you relapse, you still have the heart to abstain for so and so days again. Staring today, I will return. I will abstain for the entire year. Because I believe. You all should. Don't let tube sites take over your life, because you could be doing so much more right now. Instead of choking your sack, do something that'll help you in the future. Read, obtain some knowledge, work out, sign up for college; do something worth your wild. Bring your crush a bouche of flowers tomorrow . Something that'll make you happy, and give you the feeling that you accomplished something. Because I've watched porn for 13 years, and besides having substantially impressive porn star knowledge, I haven't done anything to impressive. To my terms at least. But my brothers, remember, we are all warriors. We are men, we can do this. We can give up porn, and thrive. Like Nike, just do it. No one is holding us back.
Thrive, daddy. Today marks the day my life will change. All of ours. Lets make a shift. A change, for the better.
Day 1.
