Same here. I always find myself listening to Jay-Z when I'm feeling down or after something I hadn't succeeded in. Thinking it'll motivate me, but in reality it just puts your down subconsciously. Reminding you of how much you "aren't doing it" and how theres someone out there doing it bigger and better than you.
And thats not always good because thats not always a motivator. Sometimes it really keeps you down. Sometimes it really makes you feel like you won't amount to anything
But when I am doing it, for some reason I find myself listening to Otis Redding or something... Random...