Why I don't Believe in jesus Christ

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hazeee and sn3akers

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Hey everyone & Happy New year!
Yeah I know , it's not January first( I needed that rolling eyes Smilies right there but it appears it no longer available ) ...but still happy near year anyway... I am back posting on NT man it's been a long time. There was no reason for me to revist the site prior to today...since whatever year it was since I last posted ( and no I didn't check I just went straight to the General section to share my story with you guys and "GALS")[ for our female viewers] {normally i'd just say sneakerheads but I don't even know if the term is still used like that on NT anymore} . There was no reason for me to revisit prior to today because I didn't have money for sneakers these past few years because I lost thoousands of dollars casino gambling, and I didn't want to keep up - to date with sneakers since I didn't have too much. It would be no fun for me to go to the site on release day or any other day and see pics of everyones new pick ups but then not have anything myself to participate in the posts with. A Couple of times last year prior to today I did check relase dates periodically on 23isback but that was all.... this is my first post on NT in a long time.

Alright that was my intro heres my story. I got a new Job today so I'm happy !

Now heres my 2nd story and this is why I dont believe in jesus Christ.


After my bro passed away on June 19th, 2017 I was so sad..and scared...because I thought man is he going to heaven or hell? I was in tears heavy thinking to myself "man Am I going to ever see him? Now I'm no longer afraid because I no longer beleive in jesus christ. I only believe in living my life until i'm dead. Hey if the fake jesus christ from the fake story about jesus was so loving and forgiving i'm sure he should forgive me and others who dont beleive for not beleiving in him when it's time to die if he's actually real and he'll show me my brother. Or Maybe when during the first time my brother was hospitalized from drinking I begged a Jesus Christ to make him stop and begged jesus christ to keep him alive for many decades...just maybe if my brother was alive I would believe. Then I got the BS " God works in Mysterious ways" answer when I asked a pastor why would he allow my brother to die if he's so powerful and good and I begged himt o make my brother live?Other than that i'm not obeying and praying to something I've never seen. It could be a false story and I just pictured myself and how stupid I would look in a span of years constantly on my knees praying and begging to something or someone that does not even exist! Besides thats so disrespectful...telling someone to do something or face punishment of burning in hell forever. If you're a father and your children disobey you, yes it may be ok to discipline them through some physical punishment but nothing harsh or to the extent of abuse.

If a person or so called religion is Saying if you dont believe in something or someone then you're going to burn in a intense fire forever for trillions of years and eternity is very severe and harsh punishment for your children. Why would a TRUE loving , forgiving father punish someone by buring them up forever.?Thats not love. That's manipulation and Brain washing to tell someone to believe in something or burn in a fire.What I do believe in is respect and helping others . My brother always helped others when possible. Respect does not cost a thing you can be the brokest person in the world but if you still are polite to others and even try to help someone do something whenever possible such as helping the elderly cross the street, then your are a good person. Spread peace and love is what I believe in and help is important. Helping someone for a positive cause is esstential to life and trust.

I was crying a lot when reading the bible but ever since I stopped i've been better than ever. I have not cried at all!Only once on the day after what should have been my brother's birthday last year did I shed a few tears and that was it. Before that when I used to believe there was a jesus christ, I was crying because I was afraid... afraid that if I didn't do everything and study the bible correctly that I would not see my brother again. THen it settled in....all the praying and begging on my knees I was doing when my brother was healthy was WORTHLESS. He got hospitalized when I was a kid for drinking but he was still very healthy that first time he got hospitilized for the drinking. I cried my *** off & begged him to stop and begged the fake jesus from that story to let him stop and let him live long. It wasn't right away that after my bro passed away I realized Jesus was fake...it took time. I don't blame myself either because a lot of people were brainwashed into beleiving in the fake jesus christ story. I'm not mad at my bro either because he had alcoholism a disease many will never understand. We're all human and may pick up a drug for different reasons to cope with a traumatic event but the alcohol can damage the brain permanenetly ...it effects everyone differently, & unfortunately it damaged my brothers brain and the disease killed him. My brother was going thru problems, chose the wrong way to cope and got a disease from drinking. It's a mistake. The nerve of someone to tell me my bro is not going to a heaven because he's bad for drinking. Thats the same thing as telling me he's going to burn in a fire forever. My brother was a good person

I no longer cry because I dont have to fear a fake story tale named jesus christ. I live my life knowing my brother wouldn't want me being sad. He would want me to be happy . He would want me to be respectful and peaceful to others. Now that I no longer believe in the fake jesus story I smoke cannibis it's being legalized and I dont have to fear a fake jesus story will burn me because I like to smoke. I have a new job , and I like to gamble. I can do that on Sundays on my day off instead of going to a chruch. Also I can do that because it's my money that I worked for & if I lose i'll make it back. (or at least try) .I enjoy my life , I don't cry because if my bro was here he'd laugh at me crying lol. INstead of crying I laugh and smile knowing he would want me alright. I live my for My Brother , who would want me to be happy. I live my life for myself. I know all the energy I used praying begging that a jesus christ keep my brother alive was worthless. I know that theres no way a person or thing ( if you want to refer to the jesus as the thing) could allow something like this to happen to someone who beggged for it not to happen .Seeing is believing and I will never believe in a jesus christ story...unless Jesus christ himself appears physically and is on the news there is nothing or no one that could make me beleieve in him. Give me my brother back now and i'll believe. I'm not gonna beg to a jesus christ because it's fake. WHat are your thoughts. Does anyone else not believe the jesus christ story?
 
hey man, best of wishes to you. dont be wastin that money gambling, spend some of that money on some keesh and go on those fake money gambling sites. You will be too stoned to tell the difference
 
Paypal me a couple G's, ill make back what you lost in the casino off the NBA.
 
Thanks for the feedback so far guys....so uh this aint looking too good so far from the responses I made the post too long I guess...they can't ban me for this though right, the mods? Hey mods uh please don't ban me man I'm sorry it's been a while....but yeah seriously though theres gotta be some more people that truly believe theres no jesus christ.
 
Why is gals in quotes? We know there’s women posters on NT. I ain’t read **** after the intro yet, but I’ll get to it.

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Skimmed through. Your family has an issue with addiction; your brother was an alcoholic and you with gambling. You don’t have to believe in God or Jesus to seek help with counseling, rehab or AA meetings.
 
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I read your post OP. At first, I wanted to post some words of encouragement but I left the thread without commenting and kinda felt guilty. I left NT to go watch some random YT videos. I don't know if it was the algorithms or what but I kid you not. This video was on the first page of YT as soon I pull up the site, 2nd row from the top, and the first video from the left under the recommended section. I felt like I had to come back and share the video in here.

 
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In all seriousness I’m not gon hold u; I didn’t read that whole thing, but from what I did read it doesn’t sound like you don’t believe in Jesus. It sounds like you don’t want to believe in Jesus because you’re afraid of hell. It seems like u believe in Jesus and you’re tryna convince yourself otherwise because u hold a gripe “against him” for certain events that happened in your life.

You ever had someone get mad at you and tell you “I hate you,” but didn’t really mean it? Well that’s how you’re coming across in this post.
 
Sorry for loss man and honestly I'd probably be questioning my faith too if I lost a sibling or parent. But seeing as this a message board and all, you can't expect people to put themselves in your shoes when you can't even provide proper detail or context in a coherent manner. I know things must be heavy for you, but clear your head out and talk to someone in person that could help you out.
 
Hey everyone thanks for your replies. I would say that we are advanced beings. We are animals . We just have the ability to communicate with launguage , which is a spectacular gift from whoever gave it to us so I thank the real creator(s) whoever you are. With our capabilities we are (Human Beings ) the most intelligent animals on the planet. We have language which has no origin. No one knows where languages came from or who created it, and with hundreds of them , it would have been impossible for one person to invent a lanuguage and creation so advanced with so many different words, meanings, and different ways to write/communicate, including the chinese/ japanese launguages verbal and written languages. which is absolutely phenomenal and their special characters which would make it appear as if it were very diffucult to do by any person who has never before...even if given the image. We truly are special and unique in every way.

My point..i'm fascinated with that, and other things and not so much technology . Our brain is the most valuable computer, or tool we have , not our cell phones, or electronic devices. Of course we value the way we look, and like what we choose to wear because we value our lives and respect our ourselves and feelings...the same way we should to others! Hate and racism is a negative energy that has no effect on anyone who was born and has respect for themselves and others regardless of gender,race, identity, or other features of a person unless the hate and racism is displayed in the form of a crime, physical or verbal violence with the attacker targeting the victim who is only a victim because of the color of his, or her skin , or other physical or identity features. WHy are a percentage of human beings ungrateful and dumb enough to be racists and hateful people towards others?

Regardless The world will continue. There will not be world peace anytime soon peace because of others who choose to be racists. (noticed I didn't use the N word). (I will not type the word even though it's just a common word with no profanity, but the word I would have been referring to is the word that we sometimes say to not say ever ,and yes the word rhymes with ever. Some of you may know which "N word" I am talking about and maybe some are still confused because If I say the term "N - word " it's automatically something racial to think about because of the level of hate and racism human beings have displayed . Also two wrongs dont make a right so if someone does something bad to you such as a crime and that attacker is a different race, gender, or background , some victims people now get the " I hate _____ People, or I hate ____ people mentalitites, and then thats what leads to more crime, violence and hate. Just as an example...I know some white people are racists , but does that mean now i'm going to have anger and hate towards all whites? No because thats dumb and I know there are good white people who have respect for themselves and others so it wouldn't be fair to hate others because of how they were born and especially display that hate in any form! It wouldnt be fair to myself for me to hate others because I would be wasting energy hating something that has no effect on my life. THe color of someone elses skin will not effect my life in anyway, so why waste enegry hating it? You were born the way you were the same way the other person was born the way they were and didn't choose to be, so why should anyone choose to hate or to be racists or predijuce?Anyone who is racist or prejudice is in fact in dumb as well and i'm not saying that to be funny, it's the truth.However the hate , and racism spreads in the world, more hate crimes, and it's a disgrace! Whoever or whatever created the human species would be disgraced with our behavior. Yes there was a creation . We didn't just form out of nothing. WHy waste our lives hating each other because of our skin color? Why not learn more about the world and spread peace and joy with positive energy not negative. Spread positive energy for our generations to come!

Cats and dogs, and other animals have more respect for themselves than some human beings. A black cat who just saw a white cat on the street is not going to attack it because the fur color is different! They will get along and even if they walk right past each other, they wont hate each other the way some humans hate each other., because of the way others were born.THe cats will play and get along ,but a human will use or gift of verbal communication to hate each other and that is beyond dumb. Other animals of the same species act more well behaved toward each other. Racism is dissapointing, disrespectful, and its a waste. Any human being who is a racist is also a waste. A waste of mind and a wsate of matter. I learned in science class that matter is anything that takes up space, so if you exist and you're a racist then you truly are a waste of matter. We should all do nice things for each oher and be polite to each other when we can. I wish there was world peace , but from what I see now it won't be anytime soon, that's ok i'll live and enjoy my life but I won't ever decide to waste my life hating on others i'll spread peace and , i'll help others when I can. I don't care if I don't beleive in Jesus, I thank whatever , and whoever for my life and i'll feel good about myself as long as I know I did the right thing and used my life to help ,and not hurt others.
 
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I got a new job working for Charter Communications AKA Spectrum, so i'm excited about that. I'm learning everyday and staying focused to provide excellent customer service.

As far as believeing in Jesus Christ nothing and no one can or will convince me. Theres a creation...but I believe there is more than one. I'm fascinated with the Sun, THe sky, Hyper Novas, the universe and space. Maybe some sorta sun gods out there who created the sun. THen some water gods who created water. Think about how big the universe is our existence is not a coincidenc, that is impossible for something so advanced to form .....were like one in a septillion, times 900 trillion multipled by 900 BIllion and grater than that. The odds of our existence compared to the size of the universe is a confirmation that our existence is a gift. A gift to be alive to study our existence.
I could have been anything in the universe. I could of been a rock, a grain of rice, I could have been water, I could have been a piegon ( I always look at them in New York and say i'm so grateful I wasn't born a piegon ), I could have been a zebra getting eaten up and my intestines chewed out by a lion, but i'm not. I'm a human being with the ability to communicate and i'm grateful for that and with my gift I will be honest with peace and respect and equality towards others regardless of how they were born . I am grateful for my life and I express it by helping others and being nice to other people. Even a hello or a good day to someone can make a person feel better about themselves or holding the door for someone, or allowing a lady to go first in whatever it is you were about to do . My point is that all of our lives are special and we needs to have peace and respect for each other, regardless of if we belive in a jesus chirst or not. I respect people beliefs. The ancient egytptians are my favorite. THeir mummification process is so extraordinary that they carefully preserve their bodies after death removing the brains, intestines, liver, stomach , and other parts of the body but keeping the heart in the body for the afterlife, because they believe the person knowledge and intellect is in the heart so they keep the persons heart in the body for the mummification process! I truly respect the ancient egyptians and their mummification process they're so amazing to do that to their bodies after death because they truly believe in their own "afterlife" and thats so amazing the faith and trust that they have in what they do and I that but christianity teaches theres only one creator. SO i'm going to burn in hell fire because I believe in something? I don't know what created us but i'm grateful to be alive. If anything i'd like to lead a new journey to a new world after death on earth. That would be cool to travel the universe and explore.Are all ancient egyptians going to burn in a hellfire because of what their religion is or is not? Come on now thats farfetch'd. Whatever religion you like you choose , Theres no direct source of our creation so it's ok to choose to believe in whatever you feel. HOwever we do know we have the gift of our life , the gift to live, the gift of lanuguage and communication something that was given for a purpose

It's funny that I can look back and laugh at the fact I used to believe in Jesus Christ. Ever since i've stopped believeing in Jesus Christ i've become so happy and feel so free. Happy to be alive and I will spread peace and equal respect to all of whom I encounter in life
 
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