Confessions

Recently started talking back to my ex, and I know how it's going to end but I can't stay away luckily she's out of the state. She's the coolest broad personality wise I've ever met, but she doesn't have her life together and I can see her being a bum and just mooching off her folks, like the rest of her siblings.

The women in my life are confusing as hell, I've been fooling around with this 21 year old for the past 6 months it's strictly sex, but I find myself wanting to be with her, she been shot that down telling me I'm a *** hole and too judgemental, she recently started dating some dude not too long ago and told me we couldn't fool around anymore, I said cool a two weeks later she hits me up after she leaves a party she comes over I smash and she goes on her way. I feel like I'm ******g a prostitute there's no emotional connection I barely know anything about her, it'll be over soon anyway she's leaving for the Navy next month.


I haven't spoken to my little brother in 3 months for no reason other than pride and lies, I loaned him money he promised to pay back even went as for as calling me and getting bank info, ain't heard from his *** since then.

One of my gay homegirls keeps testing me and I'm confused, I don't know if it's a power thing or she legit wants the ****, she cockblocks hard and gets jealous when I talk about other chicks, and she stayed sending me nudes that I don't ask for. I've never tried her I think she just likes to **** tease.
 
yancancook90 said:
I feel like my girl and i have reached the point where its getting boring. Everything is routine. i cant see myself being with her in the long term. i think about calling it quits sometimes but i'm scared of how hurt she would be.
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what about how you feel right now?
 
I've been doin stand up comedy, I'm funny but offensive. I like my subject matter, religion, 'bro culture' sex; drugs. But I'm not sure if people get what I'm trying to say, they get the jokes but not the larger social context of how crazy society is. I want to change my act, but don't know how and still keep the message I think I have...
 
ill steelo said:
yancancook90 said:
I feel like my girl and i have reached the point where its getting boring. Everything is routine. i cant see myself being with her in the long term. i think about calling it quits sometimes but i'm scared of how hurt she would be.
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what about how you feel right now?
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Its hard to explain but my feelings flip flop everyday. One day ill be like "this relationship is falling off, i need a change", but the next day im like "I guess I can stick it out for little longer". Ultimately deep down i feel that the relationship has nowhere to go.
 
yancancook90 said:
ill steelo said:
yancancook90 said:
I feel like my girl and i have reached the point where its getting boring. Everything is routine. i cant see myself being with her in the long term. i think about calling it quits sometimes but i'm scared of how hurt she would be.
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what about how you feel right now?
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Its hard to explain but my feelings flip flop everyday. One day ill be like "this relationship is falling off, i need a change", but the next day im like "I guess I can stick it out for little longer". Ultimately deep down i feel that the relationship has nowhere to go.
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Yeah, sounds like you feel that the relationship has run its course.

It may hurt for the first few days after you end, but in the weeks, months & years that pass, you'll undoubtedly be MUCH happier than you are right now.
 
MPLSdunk said:
I quit drinking for good. I was dogging work too much about to get canned. I was also worried about my health and my family and friends were too. I'd also black out all the time. Never did any reckless stuff. Just embarrassing ****. Withdrawals weren't as bad as I expected. I've made it through Halloween and am 6 weeks without drinking so I think the hardest part is over.

My roommates, mom and boss and a select few friends are the only ones who knew how bad it really was but they are super proud of me so far and that's making me happy.

I'm not sober and never will be. I blaze like a chimney and some other stuff once in a blue moon. But I always did. As long as I'm not blacking out or too hungover to wake up before 7pm I'm good. I plan on never drinking again. From a DUI to missing mad work it's just not worth it. Rarely did I ever stop at a beer once I started. I feel good now so I want to keep with it. If I wake up tired oh well. I'm not puking all day now and getting a hell of a lot more done with my time. I just don't want people I meet to judge me because I don't drink. But if thy knew me when I sipped they'd know why. Oh well not a big deal eff em.
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Good decision, man.

I've gotten to the point too where drinking is more trouble than it's worth.
 
My ex broke up with me over a year ago and I'm still not over her. I've gotten better this past year though. I got everything in my life together and everything is going great (for the most part). The crazy thing is that I have every reason to not miss her. She's messing up in school, been seeing a therapist, messing around with God knows how many guys and just doesn't have everything together in general (I just know because people tell me and not because I ask). I should be happy right? I mean who doesn't want to flex in front of their ex knowing that everything is going well for yourself? Maybe its the cold weather...it's gonna be a pretty cold winter guys...:smh:
 
stahnskiOHHH said:
My ex broke up with me over a year ago and I'm still not over her. I've gotten better this past year though. I got everything in my life together and everything is going great (for the most part). The crazy thing is that I have every reason to not miss her. She's messing up in school, been seeing a therapist, messing around with God knows how many guys and just doesn't have everything together in general (I just know because people tell me and not because I ask). I should be happy right? I mean who doesn't want to flex in front of their ex knowing that everything is going well for yourself? Maybe its the cold weather...it's gonna be a pretty cold winter guys...:smh:
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Her name Michelle?
 
LeClutchJames said:
Just spent 400 on a hat today. I got a problem.
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but seriously ... if you spending 400 on a hat how much you spend on a t-shirt, boxers or socks?

Get help dude.
 
pr0phecy718 said:
girlslovewaffles said:
Got into med school.

Now I don't know if I want to go :lol:
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is it the tuition or the workload?
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I think it's just one of those "now that I got it, I don't want it anymore" moods.

I'm sure I'll come around. Been wanting to go to med school for awhile. Tuition and workload aren't an issue, at least I don't think. Hardcore studying or not, those first two years of medical school are going to pass by. MIght as well spend it doing something that will net huge monetary returns in the future.
 
girlslovewaffles said:
I think it's just one of those "now that I got it, I don't want it anymore" moods.

I'm sure I'll come around. Been wanting to go to med school for awhile. Tuition and workload aren't an issue, at least I don't think. Hardcore studying or not, those first two years of medical school are going to pass by. MIght as well spend it doing something that will net huge monetary returns in the future.
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Do it bro.

You earned it.

A lot of my friends are doing residency now. I'm kinda jealous. My sis is currently doing med school. Golden child. I wish I was as smart as the people around me.
 
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