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I feel you. I'm just trying my best not to bitter or resentful towards them. I know that's not good for my health.
 
Im sure im not alone on doing this. I sometimes make up reasons im sick or even say I have a injury and fake it to get a few days off work. Only cos its to hard to call up and say im depressed or anxious and cant come in, no one understands it. Even though I took my work to court for harassment which lead to me having depression etc and won. :smh: I almost told my manager then I need to go home cos a friend died to go home, instead of saying I need time to myself, workout my thoughts, get over this slump im feeling atm. Ppl just don't get it
 
Anyone good with relationship advice? Not really sure if I want to post it all on here. I'm in need of some help. 
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Im sure im not alone on doing this. I sometimes make up reasons im sick or even say I have a injury and fake it to get a few days off work. Only cos its to hard to call up and say im depressed or anxious and cant come in, no one understands it. Even though I took my work to court for harassment which lead to me having depression etc and won. :smh: I almost told my manager then I need to go home cos a friend died to go home, instead of saying I need time to myself, workout my thoughts, get over this slump im feeling atm. Ppl just don't get it


Aw man......
 
I think my ex/bm is a piece of ****... like one of the worst types of females ever made. Short of the murdering type, which I wouldn't put it past her if she could get away with it, she's only a few steps up from pedophiles in my book.

This ***** is honestly a pathological liar and I never caught on until it was too late. :smh: The **** that she lies about is baffling and mind numbing. It doesn't even make sense to lie about the things she did and I gave her the benefit of the doubt at one point, but checked up on some of her stories and of course, LIES. Who knows what this bird was doing behind my back that I don't know about, but then again, I smashed at least 2 new women a year for every year I was married to her, so I don't sweat it much.

Now that I've gotten my cs reduced and my custody increased, she tries for every opportunity to get under my skin with petty ****, like wearing jewelry I bought her when she drops the kids off and texting me with the dumbness anytime an opportunity presents itself. It doesn't move me one bit. The only thing that does irk me is how she neglects our daughters. That **** has me fuming sometimes. She'll leave them with damn near anybody to get time to herself and doesn't even cut their fingernails or do simple **** like homework with them.

I have to cover for things that she doesn't. This ***** is a grown *** woman living at her mom's house with a new car and no health insurance. :x Stunting is her lifestyle. She'll take trips, but won't get an adult job. She waits tables with a Masters degree and a teaching credential to make money under the table. What a role model. Not that I give a **** about her lifestyle, but I hate that my daughters see her as an example of how to be a woman. Glad my gf is a far better example and has her **** together. Not only that, she loves my daughters and they love her too.

Today she lied about what day Veteran's Day is on, as if I don't have a calendar, to try to get a three day weekend. >D Talm bout the school is celebrating it on a Monday. :rolleyes I check the school's site and nope. Call the school to confirm and nope. Then when I check her, she has the nerve to get an attitude. Only 12 more years of this and I won't have to deal with her. I'm eagerly awaiting that day that my daughters can come and go as they please and I don't have to acknowledge her existence.
 
im living that derwin davis life 
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 these 20 hours days is killing me , I just dont know how to keep it up 
 
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Bad experiences all around with girls relationship wise...

Probably gonna be stay single for life, no more relationships...

Im a little selfish, but my Family still comes first...

Feel like I'm just rolling with the punches in the AF, don't know if I want to stay in or not. It is a paycheck every 2 weeks, but that aint saying much

Should have just finished college before I left to chase my ex.

Trying to make myself start and finish what little bit I have left for my BA

Lately selling any shoe and trying to stop buying shoes seems almost impossible
 
My dad and I don't have the best relationship. I wish I could be better, but he doesn't seem to want make it better. I have a half brother and sister that don't really know who I am. My biggest fear is my father dying and our relationship not being back to what it once was. Hell, another fear I have is my dad dying and his wife not even telling me. I just wish he's be honest about our relationship and just try to repair where it went wrong. 
 
My dad and I don't have the best relationship. I wish I could be better, but he doesn't seem to want make it better. I have a half brother and sister that don't really know who I am. My biggest fear is my father dying and our relationship not being back to what it once was. Hell, another fear I have is my dad dying and his wife not even telling me. I just wish he's be honest about our relationship and just try to repair where it went wrong. 

damn this post hit me in the feels....same situation |I
 
My thoughts are with you Brolic

Couldn't imagine having to deal with a sorry *** bm like that :smh:

And to the post above :lol: my bm sister is thick as hell and I would def knock it down
 
-I was SO eager to start school again and now that I have started I'm not doing that well. I really don't know if I'm studying wrong or if I'm not giving it my all. I'm trying and I do study, but it's not showing. It also doesn't help that this is a quarter system since I have been so used to semesters. I feel I just started a week ago and finals are right around the corner
 
My condolences. Brolic.......


speaking of scumbag bm.... This morning me and my ex finally switched kids for a few hours. She came down with her dude to pick up the kids. Real talk I thought I was going to miss her or it hit me but nah I ain't no punk b.
, I see her as a piece of ish...totally over it
Currently chilling with my youngest daughter who I haven't seen in a year.



I need some p bad . My losing streak since Paul George went down hasn't stopped. I'm so thirsty on the inside right now now .been missing shots like crazy out.... Its fn with my head.
 
@Brolic, tell us NT bros her name so we know to stop at the top with her.





















Sloppy top that is. No need for anyone else to have to go through that with her...
 
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One of my sisters died when I was a kid, my mom used to tell me about how we would hang out all the time back in the day, sadly I don't remember much of that , I just always wonder how things would be if she were still around today
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@Brolic, tell us NT bros her name so we know to stop at the top with her.





















Sloppy top that is. No need for anyone else to have to go through that with her...

I'd never air her out to that degree. Just know that if you come across a waitress with a sob story and two kids, fronting like she's paid, but really living in her mom's house, you probably shouldn't shoot the club up. I'd go ahead and apply that advice to any woman with similar conditions and by similar I mean already has two kids. Don't be the next contestant on that child support screen.

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Lost my job

Back to square one to look for another

Get my last check tonight and I won't have enough to fix my van :smh:

Waking up in the afternoon with nowhere to go sucks
 
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