Addiction...

As corny as it sounds, i think shoes.
I keep looking at them, and wanna read up on them, and even when i got no flow i still wanna buy em lol
It changed my way of dressing lol My girl says i dress like a 17 year old and im 23
*Kanye Shrug*
 
Materialism is my weakness - I alternate buying watches, sneakers, guitars, and video games. But recently I got addicting to going to the gym and getting aesthetic as **** as I can, don't mind that addiction as much as the rest.
 
TrolliOs Peach Rings. 
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I'm addicted to masturbation.
Even though I get yambs on a regular (2-3 times a week), cant stop masturbating.
atleast 2-3 times a day. Hell, sometimes after i smang I gotta stroke it.

Is this unhealthy? I mean, I dont need porn for it, but it sure does help.
So im not like addicted to porn or anything.
Its just that... when I climax, there is no other feel. At that moment, for 2 or 3 seconds, one becomes God.
 
Get a girl who wants to do it @ least 3x/day, problem solved, your welcome.
 
bruh how you beatin off 2-3 times a day, my thang thang be hurtin after i do it that many times sometimes



but I think I'm addicted to looking at things i can't afford |I
 
Pot..... well technically I can quite that when I want I am currently on a 3 or 4 month break because I prefer spending my loot on shoes. The first half of 2013 I'll be slowing down on kicks and back to the pot for me.

Porn - I stopped because porn no longer has any effect on me. I seriously don't even enjoy it anymore.
 
Sneakers

They've very sadly gotten in the way of copping an engagement ring for my girlfriend :smh: :smh: :smh:

I've begun downsizing my (by NT standards, barely average) collection.

100% of the Money has been going toward the ring fund.

I'll be paying for it up front, Im not big on going into debt

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I used to be addicted to sneakers, expensive clothing brands, spicy food, Alcohol, weed, porn , shaking my head full of long hair every 5 mins ( it was strangely satisfying) and running... Now its just niketalk reddit and music
 
i was addicted to heroin now its shoes and polo gear..id rather spend 200 a month than 400 in one week 
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i couldnt imagine being addicted to alcohol, the withdrawal alone could kill you, if you've been drinking long enough..

i did almost every drug except acid and ish like DMT..

started out with the pills..then i smoked heroin with my homies and i was hooked..it was the feeling of the pills but for less money and you could smoke it instead of snorting it..

i was an addict for 4 years or so, got clean in may..

i was a mess, family didnt want anything to do with me, i still had a job but i was spending all my doe on dope..

i been partying since i was 14..tried weed at 12 but didnt start smokin till 14..then tried coke, pills,exstasy,shrooms,meth,crack.but none of those things were like heroin..

i didnt shoot up tho.. im deathly afraid of needles..i go to NA meetings 3 times a week and those help alot, people are shocked to find out that i was a junkie since i look so young and dont look like what people typically think a heroin addict looks like..

if anyone is going thru an addiction to opiates and needs someone to talk to my inbox is always open..

last x-mas i spent it in a hotel room binging on heroin in the bad part of town, i almost killed myself when i was withdrawing..i put the barrel of my shotgun in my mouth and luckily for me i kept my shells kept in a locked safe and i just thought about my lil brother or my mom finding me with my head blown off..
 
Ive been addicted to alcohol for about 3 years, i am 22.
Who here has overcome alcoholism. I beleive its harder for those who have a family history of some sort of addiction even if you never have actually seen addiction, or known the relative(s) that was or is an addict.
Ive seen and know plenty of addicts.
But back to my question, who here has battled ALCOHOLISM and has a success story and or tips to over come it


I have yet 2 find anybody that can drink/use sucessfully. tips 2 overcome it? im sure you know... dont sleep on your meetings..get a sponsor, do the steps...and i mean do the steps. actually put pen 2 paper.

now 2 each is own.. some people can just STOP...but they aren't a True alcoholic/addict. True alcoholics/addicts cannot stop...yea maybe for a short period of time...like me personally... eventually me deciding 2 blaze 1 or drink eventually leads me 2 my drug of choice
 
Pretty much like gatzby..started blazin at 13 started sellin trees at 14, by 16 i was doing percs n zans, by 18 i did roxys every day got introduced 2 aa/na, thought it was bs.. (im 2 young 2 stop forever) (im not even 21 you mean i cant ever drink again) Any excuse in the book. my favorite is Ill stop tommorow...got clean, still no faith in the program, ****** up caught more charges, went 2 jail came out started usin again went 2 treatment again...pretty much the last 5-6 years of my life i was ether in jail,rehab, or on the streets bein a menace 2 society...ive had periods of clean time where i would get the job the whip the crib and then decide 1 day oh i can still blaze, my problem was opiates,im gucci..but next thing u kno id be doin opiates..

how i can explain addiction is your own brain in your own voice, constantly tricking you into acting impulsive, doing **** you would NEVER do sober. Like i had at one point NO problem runnin up in someones crib.

how 2 over come it, ive known the solution for about 7 years since my first adolecent court mandated rehab. Go to AA/NA get a sponsor, and work the 12 steps but most importantly Dont pick up a drink or drug/ 1 day at a time. some of yall mite understand, most of u wont...but it is what it is im aight wit myself today.
 
anybody here take suboxone?? trying to get off this ishh, but the withdrawl is worse than opiates.. any suggestions/advice??
 
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