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I was diagnosed with cardiomyopahty a while back and it has limited and is subsequentially ruined my life.Living with cardiomyopathy is living with fear .Because any and everything you can do is likely your last one of the many side effects or whatever you call it is sudden death I can literally die walking or in my sleep any given day..It is ridiculous and disgusting way to live.I have slowly grown to hate the whole world because of the fact I can't do anything fun .No skydiving,no roller coasters,no sports,no beer,no sex no nothing.I spend all day basically doing school and playing games.I swear to god I hate this life with the passion .I want all you niketalkers out there who really are blessed with good hearts lungs and bodies and I say this for real go out and enjoy life log off niketalk go outside and play ,go have fun like real fun,Travel ,fight ,laugh , go expierence the world because honestly your blessed and have no limitations.Go enjoy life seriously don't live like this .This isn't fun staring death in the eye and living with fear and regrets isn't living .I can't even say I have a life of any sort .
right now because frankly I don't wanna live like this anymore because I'm not living at all this is a pitiful existence no amount of shoes,clothes blogs could possibly really fill the void I call a life .
Please folks learn to liveEdit I'm not gonna shot myself I'm just too frustrated right now and annoyed
right now because frankly I don't wanna live like this anymore because I'm not living at all this is a pitiful existence no amount of shoes,clothes blogs could possibly really fill the void I call a life .
Please folks learn to liveEdit I'm not gonna shot myself I'm just too frustrated right now and annoyed