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Goin thru the sa.e **** here
Goin turu the same **** man. Mines steams from a tramatic injury and i havent been right since
What injury did you suffer if you dont mind measking?
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Goin thru the sa.e **** here
Goin turu the same **** man. Mines steams from a tramatic injury and i havent been right since
With everything that's been going on, depression has been effing me up. I felt I had things under control compared to my last post two months ago until I tested positive for covid pretty much 2 weeks ago. Between covid trashing my upper respiratory system and my past suicidal thoughts, I've been flirting with death a lot more often. To an extent I've been getting better but it's def parts of me that wants this to just be the end for me. I know it's selfish to want that but I haven't really felt accomplished or anything for some time. Today is my first time drinking alcohol in over 2 weeks and it's helped better than anybody I've been talking to or anything I've been doing since I tested positive.
As this poster above said, I'm tired. Covid just made me even more tired and done with everything at this point.
Lately, I have some like really dark thoughts, thoughts of suicide and stuff like that, these thoughts can be crippling, but I usually snap out of it. My dog died this year, and I can say my dog was one of the few “individuals” I trusted and talked to. I really have trust issues with people & kinda just keep to myself. I know I have friends, but sometimes I just rather just be on my own. Buying stuff, playing basketball, random crushes on celebrities, and Lebron playing helps me not hate myself as much.
thread may help out w/ your dog's death:Lately, I have some like really dark thoughts, thoughts of suicide and stuff like that, these thoughts can be crippling, but I usually snap out of it. My dog died this year, and I can say my dog was one of the few “individuals” I trusted and talked to. I really have trust issues with people & kinda just keep to myself. I know I have friends, but sometimes I just rather just be on my own. Buying stuff, playing basketball, random crushes on celebrities, and Lebron playing helps me not hate myself as much.
Lol I can’t lie, that’s why I really don’t talk about my dog like that. I know it could annoy people, or rub people the wrong way .thread may help out w/ your dog's death:
dogs are only okay.
I mean, they're cool I guess...like squirrels and birds are cool. there is nothing inherently "wrong" with them...it's just that all my best friends are human beings. I guess, like, as long as they're in YOUR house, but what's with just bringing one to mine like I included your dog in the...niketalk.com
Thanks and sorry to hear about your dogs as well. I do think that at some point I have to she a therapist, whether I pay for it or it be free. I think an odd thing that balances me, is my irrational fears like of knives or anything sharp, and guns and some other items. Basically, things i have a fear in, helps me not wanna harm myself. Also, even amongst family & friends, people will randomly talk about their issues, and I don’t feel as bad..like I feel like my life could be way worse than it isI wouldn't take suicidal thoughts lightly. You could always reach out to a therapist or call one of those free mental health hotlines if you feel like anonymously getting some things off your chest. Sometimes just sharing your issues with someone willing to listen and venting a little bit can take some temporary weight off your shoulders.
Sorry to hear about your dog. That's tough. Almost like losing family. Been there twice.
The thread evolved into an appreciation thread, its coolLol I can’t lie, that’s why I really don’t talk about my dog like that. I know it could annoy people, or rub people the wrong way .
i can’t lie, even though I paid resell for my Kobe 5 “big stage”, i tried for the “Bruce Lee’s” even though I’d be ok in saving money, taking another L, on top of not getting the ps5, is infuriating, and demoralizing, I don’t think it’s healthy to take so many Ls. It really does make me feel like a loser. I think it’s also annoying when I see people I know succeed in them. It’s not hating, it’s just why can’t I get that luck, just want 1 win, in anything.
Bruh it really does have a psychological effect on you. That's why I stopped entering raffles & either missing out, or just paying the ticket on the hyped things I really wanted. I really started feeling like **** after a while.i can’t lie, even though I paid resell for my Kobe 5 “big stage”, i tried for the “Bruce Lee’s” even though I’d be ok in saving money, taking another L, on top of not getting the ps5, is infuriating, and demoralizing, I don’t think it’s healthy to take so many Ls. It really does make me feel like a loser. I think it’s also annoying when I see people I know succeed in them. It’s not hating, it’s just why can’t I get that luck, just want 1 win, in anything.
Why do you guys care about material **** though? If you did attain these goods, will it bring sustained happiness? We want things so bad and when we get them the joy fades and then it's on to something else. Endless cycle.Bruh it really does have a psychological effect on you. That's why I stopped entering raffles & either missing out, or just paying the ticket on the hyped things I really wanted. I really started feeling like **** after a while.
Why do you guys care about material **** though? If you did attain these goods, will it bring sustained happiness? We want things so bad and when we get them the joy fades and then it's on to something else. Endless cycle.
It isn't necessarily about the material aspect, at least for me. It's moreso about the reoccurring loses. I am someone who likes winning.Why do you guys care about material **** though? If you did attain these goods, will it bring sustained happiness? We want things so bad and when we get them the joy fades and then it's on to something else. Endless cycle.