Soooo I'm guessing everyone knows the story and mistakes in which I've made... I don't know what I was thinking at that time. I know now that,THAT is not the person I want to be or be seen as. I'm not so sure what kinda reaction this post is going to get but I've seen shortypop being broughtup recently even though I havent posted as shortypop in a long time... almost over a year, I think. I remember laughing at girls who did what I did, I am veryashamed of how I acted. And now.. I'm in Dubai, and I have been traveling around the world but still this bothers me that so many people think so poorly ofme. I know its my actions that caused this, and I take full responsibility. But I also feel like people took a lot of what happened out of context andthat's what I get for being so naieve and immature, I guess. I just wanted to say I am sorry for everything and I miss niktalk. (I'm not saying that because I want to come back) I truely am sorry.