my man, stay positive though...if it's meant to be, IT WILL happenOriginally Posted by popcornplaya
basically:Originally Posted by carbine
Back story? If not its cool
I went from never seeing mine for the past three years to seeing her nearly every day. All this stuff I forgot about is now coming back and I'd be lying if I said a big part of me didn't want her back. Then I'm listening to the radio and five songs in a row remind me of her. I was like damnit I just turned that !%!$ off. But for real I had to hold back getting all choked up.
-went to a party of a friends.
-i was greeted with half/half margaritas upon entering, after having a couple beers. in regular cups, not them small jawns.
-started dancing with girls, chillin. then i black out.
-woke up in the morning to the ex blowing up my phone, like 'we need to talk'. she tells me her friends found me in dude's basement hooking up with some chick on top of the washing machine. and took pictures to show her. ()
we've talked a couple times, and i told her i still got them feelings. she said she does too, in a sideways way. but she said she was too shook about it maybe happening before and again in the future. said she would think it over, but the way i see it, if she wasn't willing to forgive then, i doubt she'd be willing to now.
in short, im not counting out it. but if she says yes, i won't say no.
Originally Posted by Raise the Cup
Originally Posted by Fade On You
Yup
Originally Posted by Its That Dude
i guess im not the only dude here that still dreams about their first love
agreed. there were relationships where i "thought" i was...but i know for a fact now, that i wasn't
QFT. Tried to convince my self i was at times.
eNPHAN wrote:
.....for 4.5 and i didnt even know her...
rilla nailed it.....if she wasnt who she was, in my case through lies, i wouldnt have fallen in love with her...
i too do not know what love is, cause what this past relationship was, it definitely wasnt love...
imma tell you youngins some real #+%! and hopefully you listen...never open up fully, never assume because youre sincere and she seems sincere, she convinces you shes sincere, that its real.
never put love infront of yourself...
im not gonna say dont compromise, but dont compromise your fundamental ideals and principals for ANYTHING....especially not the chick who doesnt meet them.
im not even hurt, just shocked at this point...5 years of boldfaced lies...smh
Had to quote and highlight this. Real !%*!!%% spit. Put NO chick or dude in front of yourself, it will come back to bite you in the +%@ later on in life. You'll find yourself in full simp mode putting that person above everything and giving them whatever you can (emotionally or financially), just for that person to take advantage of you or not live up to what you deserve. Or better yet, just dont fall in love
