Official Confessions of Fall 2011

-I really need to finish these last 2 classes so i can graduate college in the spring...but this Math class has me wondering if I'm gonna be here another semester 
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 I hate math...

-I want to move out on my own and back to NYC, I hate NC...
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 boring..

-I need to stop being shy with these females I come across on campus

-I noticed as I get older and the days go by...I find myself not involved with friends alot and tend to just do my own thing...idk why..
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-I want to get a new car..I drive a 240sx and I used to drift and stuff...but I feel I'm getting too old for this imports/tuning stuff....and want something nice to whip..
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-I'm a senior in college and I've been talking to a junior for three weeks now. I really thinks she's wifey material, but  I can't help but feel our relationship is doomed from the start due to the year difference.
I finally get to smash last night only for her to utter that she's upset we had sex because she wanted our first time to be as boyfriend & girlfriend. Had me like 
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 now I don't know where to go from here...

- 3 days after my 21st birthday I recently received 3 phone calls to setup interviews for 2 part-time jobs at the mall, while in school and 1 full time position at North Western Mutual, feelsgoodman been grinding way too hard.

-Probably having one of the most life changing weeks of my life, and I'm finally realizing what life has to offer since I havn't been
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in days... with that being said I need better weed management skills I always find myself smoking more then necessary smh
 
Originally Posted by Mr James To U

-I'm a senior in college and I've been talking to a junior for three weeks now. I really thinks she's wifey material, but  I can't help but feel our relationship is doomed from the start due to the year difference.
I finally get to smash last night only for her to utter that she's upset we had sex because she wanted our first time to be as boyfriend & girlfriend. Had me like 
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 now I don't know where to go from here...
A year bruh? A year?
 
Originally Posted by PltcsAsUsual

Originally Posted by k3stacks

PltcsAsUsual wrote:

-Im in love with one of my ex's she is living with me but she has become below my standards since i have kinda got my looks together. Her personality is exactly what i want in a girl but her exterior isn't anything to be hype over at all.. She has a nice *%* and nice feet and a tight little frame which i like but other then that I'm not attracted to her.. but i can't front she has held me down lately through droughts and issues with other females..
-Im scared of my profession I come from a slightly religious family and i feel ilke I'm going to hell for producing porn wether it keeps overly sexual people off the street it still is a sin and a vice.. I hate it deep down..
-Ive started to hang with a crowd that does coke i dabble in it on weekends i hate it because i have slight depression and its screwing with my dopamine levels and when i smoke weed the paranoia and thoughts overwhelming.. (I don't think its a habit its becoming a social thing and i need to get the people that are influencing me out my life)
- Im on a prescription drug that is for obese people 250lbs+ i am only 206lbs and dropping..
-I barely eat because of this drug i literally didn't eat yesterday and it didn't phase me at all.. its bad for my muscle gain..
-I am talking to a younger girl (18 turning 19) but she is kinda immature and young minded and I have a daughter and i hate the fact that i would even have sex with a girl like that im like EXTREMELY guilty.. it even affects my performance.. I can't even look my daughter in the eyes since i been talking to her..


   Suck them toes cuzzo. Esp. during fornication
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Chicks love it especially when you do a line off their feet and take a little sprinkle it on their toes and suck it off..Toes go numb and its a wrap i promise your hitting it.. thats if you ski lol.. I have had chicks eyes roll.. Sex is better on drugs.. be careful with ski and sex though too much is bad because your entire body will be like putty.. I usually spark some exotics to mellow out 

  
Da hell did i jus read. I jus got a foot fetish broham I dnt be on that sniff
 
-I've dropped 55 lbs since may and haven't lost much muscle doing it.
-I don't like my sister's boyfriend. She's applying for a top nursing program and he doesn't have a GED.
-I plan on joining the marines right after college as an officer and if that doesn't work I'll enlist.
-I work midnights 40+ hours a week and go to school full time with a 3.6
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-I lost about 10 pounds after Insanity form 159-148.
-I work 20 hours at my school's library and I'm taking 20 quarter units.
-I study/read all weekend, but don't do anything during the week day.
-I have no idea what I want to do when I graduate with a Business Administration degree.
-I am trying to get a Gold Star card from Starbucks.
-I used to have a speech impediment when I was younger, that's why I'm quiet when I meet new people.
-I blew a .072 when I got pulled over last month, never again...
 
Talkin to this chick thats young but her booty is mature.Never been with a chick younger than me before but that mass is really calling, plus i think the chick is really into me.I havent talked to my brother since July and ww live in the same house. F him, dude crashed my car.Been drinking alot lately and I dont know why, class and work is going fine.
 
i can not stand 2 of my best friends wives . They come off to me as selfish , and insecure.

I dont like bro bro type snap back wearing kids from the ages of 17-19

I say alot of stuff that i really think that makes me come of as rude , and racist .

I think alot of girls need to get called out more due to the simps and there gassed up tendency .

Texas is one of the best places to raise a family , but one of the worst when it comes to fashion and dudes being late on anything cool.

I am making moves in my life and can finally see a goal being reached soon.

I am slowing down on copping alot of sneakers , i dont feel the need to go out and buy everything anymore. i will still pick up the classics , but its more of a been there done that thing.
 
Originally Posted by keithsweatsjordans

Originally Posted by Mr James To U

-I'm a senior in college and I've been talking to a junior for three weeks now. I really thinks she's wifey material, but  I can't help but feel our relationship is doomed from the start due to the year difference.
I finally get to smash last night only for her to utter that she's upset we had sex because she wanted our first time to be as boyfriend & girlfriend. Had me like 
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 now I don't know where to go from here...
A year bruh? A year?
Yeah, a year that happens to be one of the most important years of my college career in deciding my future and I don't know if she's worth the time. More specifically I was talking long term and since I'm a senior what happens to our potential relationship after graduation?? Basically the possibility of us being together in the long term is very slim 
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-I'm slowly turning into a loner, I hardly hang out with my friends any more because most of them really annoy me right now
-I'm extremely out of shape and haven't worked out in 3 years and should start working out again but I'm too lazy
-I've become very lazy with my school work, instead of studying and working on schoolwork I watch reruns of my favourite TV shows
 
Originally Posted by Cap29

When I graduate I am going to go wild for a week or two and travel to Europe and have crazy amounts of sex, do drugs, get drunk and do fabulous shopping...


That's awesome ..
 
I'm in love with someone who doesn't( and probably never) feel the same

My favorite thing in life is constantly ridiculed and made fun of

But what can ya do
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-i'm 28 and still have no idea what i want to do, i might just go back to electrical engineering where i started 10 yrs ago.
-I have decent position/title at my job, pay is not so decent.

-I treat my ex poorly, but i don't mean to.  She's nice, we won't get married and have kids like she thinks, and she always asks me for +#%@ like i'm her boyfriend.

-Cuffing season is real i have a couple of prospects going hard...

but i'll $*%# those up, because for some reason, no matter how hard i try, i simply cannot get my friend outta my head.  She's been taken, and i got shut down a long $*! time ago and we moved beyond that.  But the closer we get as friends, the more i think of her that way. She's my first thought when i wake up, last thought before i go to bed.  Oddly because my mind is with her so much, the indifference i display with other women gains me more ground with them.
 
I crop dust the lady that sits behind me at work. I cannot *@!%*!% stand her. all she does is eat and makes her damn chip bag crinkcle and crunch from her chewing. She also will call her damn relatives in the middle of the day because she is bored to talk about her damn kid. Our section of the office is usually quiet except for her damn noise making.
 
ive been smitten with this one spanish broad since jr hs.. we were tight then, lost contact once hs came.. but i had always felt connected to her for whatever reason. i felt like she needed to be saved from something and i wanted to be the one to save her. we had a conversation a couple nights ago and it turns out i was right 
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she has 2 kids now.. her baby daddy wild lame but i know she wont ever leave that @##$%.. doesn't stop me from trying to get her back in my life the way she used to be though.
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i genuinely do not care for my nephews mother and older brother. my nephew is my everything but i wish my brother had stayed with the chick he was w/ before this broad. she doesn't even mesh with our family and her other kid is a #%%+$%$ brat
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i feel bad about still being cool with the woman who broke my oldest brothers heart but that %%!# didn't have anything to do with me.. and i can't just let go of people who were actively in my life for over a decade. oh well
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i don't even know why i'm with my girlfriend
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i've felt this way about every one of my girlfriends.. what the hell is wrong with me
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life has been so weak these past couple months i actually sat down and started to write a goodbye letter.. i got like 2 paragraphs down.. its still open on my computer
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I'm about to be 25 pretty soon and have nothing established. Working a dead end 9-5 and still at home with the folks.

I literally have nothing to my name, in debt 10+ G's (and none of it is mortgage or car note.)

I sometimes feel i have no friends whatsoever, only a few fam members I can truly count on.

I'm letting my youth slip away from me. I can already picture my older self saying "woulda shoulda coulda"

If a few people ive known most of my life and at a times were like family to me, could die right now, and i'd lose no sleep over it.

I cannot trust a female, I seriously see myself growing old alone.

My relationship with my father is almost non existent, and it truly kills me inside.

I slowly see myself evolving into my father, that is seriously the last thing i would ever want.

I tell myself the reason why I no longer keep in contact with my "friends" is because they've all changed, but deep deep down i know its me thats changed.

I think about suicide more than i should.
 
Originally Posted by jawnyquest

life has been so weak these past couple months i actually sat down and started to write a goodbye letter.. i got like 2 paragraphs down.. its still open on my computer
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jawny, keep your head up, man
hit up the motivation thread, that gets me back in my own groove when I need a pick-me-up
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Originally Posted by FullTech

Originally Posted by jawnyquest

life has been so weak these past couple months i actually sat down and started to write a goodbye letter.. i got like 2 paragraphs down.. its still open on my computer
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jawny, keep your head up, man
hit up the motivation thread, that gets me back in my own groove when I need a pick-me-up
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this ... hang in there ... u too beacon .... life will get better 
 
i wish i had accounting internship where my school is located at, but im too lazy to learn cost accounting

 i need motivation to get through this semester
 
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-Vicodin just gave me a headache and I was very disappointed.
-I hate my friends because all they want to do is hoop or play xbox.
-I have no clue on how to make male friends.
-I hate drake seriously for making marvin's Room.-Without nt, idek.
 
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