Official White Privilege Thread

House Majority Leader Kevin McCarthy’s Family Benefited From U.S. Program for Minorities Based on Disputed Ancestry

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William Wages, principal owner of Vortex Construction in Bakersfield, says he is one-eighth Cherokee Indian, which allowed him to win contracts set aside for minorities. Wages is the brother-in-law of House Majority Leader Kevin McCarthy. (Myung J. Chun / Los Angeles Times)

https://www.latimes.com/local/california/la-na-pol-mccarthy-contracts-20181014-story.html

A company owned by House Majority Leader Kevin McCarthy’s in-laws won more than $7 million in no-bid and other federal contracts at U.S. military installations and other government properties in California based on a dubious claim of Native American identity by McCarthy’s brother-in-law, a Times investigation has found.

The prime contracts, awarded through a federal program designed to help disadvantaged minorities, were mostly for construction projects at the Naval Air Weapons Station China Lake in McCarthy’s Bakersfield-based district, and the Naval Air Station Lemoore in nearby Kings County.

Vortex Construction, whose principal owner is William Wages, the brother of McCarthy’s wife, Judy, received a total of $7.6 million in no-bid and other prime federal contracts since 2000, The Times found.

The Bakersfield company is co-owned by McCarthy’s mother-in-law and employs his father-in-law and sister-in-law, Wages said. McCarthy’s wife was a partner in Vortex in the early 1990s.

Vortex faced no competitive bids for most of the contracts because the Small Business Administration accepted Wages’ claim in 1998 that he is a Cherokee Indian. Under the SBA program, his company became eligible for federal contracts set aside for economically and socially disadvantaged members of minority groups, a boon to its business.

Wages says he is one-eighth Cherokee. An examination of government and tribal records by The Times and a leading Cherokee genealogist casts doubt on that claim, however. He is a member of a group called the Northern Cherokee Nation, which has no federal or state recognition as a legitimate tribe. It is considered a fraud by leaders of tribes that have federal recognition.

Vortex was awarded more than $4 million in minority set-aside contracts for projects at China Lake. McCarthy has been a staunch advocate in Congress for funding and staffing for China Lake, the Navy’s largest property at more than 1.1 million acres, and spearheaded successful efforts to expand its borders.

McCarthy is no ordinary member of Congress, but one of the most powerful elected officials in California and on the national stage. The contracts obtained by Wages’ company have prompted questions about whether he improperly benefited from being McCarthy’s brother-in-law.

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House Majority Leader Kevin McCarthy, left, Chief Deputy Whip Patrick T. McHenry (R-N.C.), front center, and Majority Whip Steve Scalise (R-La.), front right. (Bill Clark / CQ Roll Call)

The Times investigation has found no evidence that McCarthy did anything to steer contracts to the company. Both Wages and McCarthy said they have never discussed Vortex’s work with each other.

In an interview at the Vortex office, Wages said he did nothing wrong and followed the SBA’s rules in getting Vortex certified for the minority contracting program. He said he submitted a membership card from the Northern Cherokee Nation — then known as the Northern Cherokee Nation of Missouri and Arkansas — to qualify. He said he would be “very surprised” to learn he is not of Cherokee descent.

Wages’ attorney, Jason Torchinsky, said, “Look, the SBA approved the application.”

When presented with The Times’ findings, experts in government ethics said the sheer volume of federal work the company received in and near McCarthy’s district, in addition to Wages’ disputed claim to be Native American that allowed him to avoid competitive bidding, warranted more scrutiny.

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Those ethics watchdogs questioned whether the blossoming of the in-laws’ business in McCarthy’s political backyard was a coincidence. They called on the Office of Congressional Ethics to investigate whether McCarthy exerted any influence over the contract awards and to determine what he knew about his brother-in-law’s participation in the minority contracting program.

“There is a direct and symbiotic connection between who McCarthy is and what he does and what his brother-in-law does,” said Loyola Law School professor Jessica Levinson, a former member of the Los Angeles City Ethics Commission. She said Wages’ work on federal contracts important to McCarthy’s in-laws and his district “should never have happened at all.”

After The Times inquired about Wages’ eligibility for the minority contracting program, the SBA referred the matter to its inspector general, Hannibal Ware, whose office conducts investigations into possible fraud or other wrongdoing. A spokesman for Ware’s office said its policy is to not confirm or deny the existence of an investigation.

In referring questions about Vortex’s certification to Ware’s office, the SBA said in a statement that it “takes any potential instance of fraud in any of its programs very seriously and refers such matters to the appropriate authorities for further independent examination and enforcement action where appropriate.”

Following The Times’ inquiries, the designation of Vortex as a Native American-owned company also was removed from the SBA’s public database. SBA officials declined to say who made the change or why, or to answer other questions.

The SBA did not require membership in a recognized tribe until 2011, about 3 1/2 years after Wages left the program. But the regulations did require applicants, if asked by the agency, to “demonstrate that he or she has held himself or herself out, and is currently identified by others,” as Native American.

All three Cherokee tribes with federal recognition consider the Northern Cherokee group illegitimate.

“It’s very much a con,” said David Cornsilk, the Cherokee genealogist and a citizen of the Cherokee Nation, the largest of the recognized Cherokee tribes.

At The Times’ request, Cornsilk cross-checked Wages and his ancestors against census records and the membership rolls of the recognized Cherokee tribes. Neither Wages nor any of his known ancestors appear on the rolls, which date to the early 19th century, Cornsilk said.

A Times examination of census, birth, death, marriage and other available public records show Wages’ ancestors were identified as white. He is listed as white on his birth certificate.

“It’s disheartening to see this,” Cornsilk said. Native Americans are “the poorest people in the United States,” and “the poverty gets worse” if there are abuses in the SBA program, he added.

Cherokee leaders said the Northern Cherokee group is one of many masquerading as bona fide tribes. Chuck Hoskin Jr., secretary of state for the Cherokee Nation, said “it is particularly disturbing” when minority set-aside contracts are granted to members of “a group that is posing as a tribe.”

McCarthy, a Republican, was first elected to Congress in 2006 after four years in the California state Assembly. He has served as House majority leader since 2014 and may become speaker if Republicans hold the chamber after the Nov. 6 midterm election.

Vortex entered the SBA program in 1998, during the Clinton administration, and participated in it for nine years — the maximum allowed. Later, it continued to profit from set-aside contracts by mentoring and helping to finance a second minority-owned company, J.J. Leon Construction. Wages said Vortex was paid about $1 million for its work with J.J. Leon Construction.

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Vortex Construction more than $7 million in no-bid and other prime federal contracts since 2000, The Times found. William Wages is part of the Northern Cherokee Nation, which is not officially recognized as a Cherokee tribe. (Myung J. Chun / Los Angeles Times)

California’s Department of Transportation also certified Vortex as a disadvantaged, minority-owned business in 2009, but a department official said it has no record of awarding prime contracts to Vortex.

The Times has requested records of any communications with McCarthy and his staff about Vortex and J.J. Leon Construction from several federal and state agencies involved in awarding contracts. The requests are pending.

In the interview, Wages said anyone who claims Vortex prospered because of his ties to McCarthy “is a liar.”

McCarthy declined to be interviewed for this story. In written responses to questions from The Times, he described Wages as “a friend and my brother-in-law.”

“But other than a batting cage we owned and operated together in our 20s I haven’t had interactions with Bill on any of his subsequent business pursuits,” McCarthy wrote, referring to the Mesa Marin Batting Ranges that they started in 1991, a venture that later went out of business.

McCarthy said he did not help Wages qualify for the SBA program or obtain set-aside contracts, and said he had not discussed Wages’ membership in the Northern Cherokee group with him.

“I’m not aware of the program’s qualification process but have no reason to doubt that Bill and the SBA executed the process fairly and in accordance to program standards,” McCarthy wrote.

After The Times asked the SBA for records on Vortex under the Freedom of Information Act, McCarthy said, “Bill reached out to our family for guidance. I put Bill in touch with my counsel who referred him to a separate law firm that specializes in FOIA compliance.”

The firm — Holtzman Vogel Josefiak Torchinsky PLLC — is based in Virginia and has represented the National Republican Congressional Committee and fundraising organizations tied to Karl Rove and other GOP strategists.

Members of Congress generally do not vote directly on contracts awarded under the SBA program. Like many members of Congress, McCarthy has hosted or taken part in SBA workshops for local businesses.

He has favored China Lake with earmarks of at least $2.6 million since he went to Congress, according to news releases from his office. He said he never directed earmarks or any other funding to benefit Vortex or J.J. Leon. “I have no involvement, awareness, or even knowledge on which employees, military personnel, or contractors complete the work,” he said.

Now 55, Wages has lived most of his life in Kern County. He played baseball at Bakersfield High School and holds a mechanical engineering degree from San Diego State.

In 1995, Wages said, he decided never to discuss his government contracts with McCarthy out of concern it could one day spark criticism in the political arena. That was five years before McCarthy first won public elective office — a local college board seat — but Wages said he saw his brother-in-law as a future political star.

Wages said he also asked Judy McCarthy to step down as a 49% partner in Vortex in 1995. He replaced her with their mother, and paid his sister nothing because the company wasn’t doing well, he said.

He said he had a premonition that reporters would eventually knock on his door to ask about potential conflicts of interest between the business arrangement with his sister and her husband’s government duties.

“I said, ‘Judy, you’d better get outta here,’” Wages recounted. With her removed from the business, he said, no conflicts could be alleged.

Wages said he similarly has avoided discussing his Cherokee heritage with McCarthy or his sister, who has worked for several years for the state Republican Party. She declined to be interviewed.

Wages acknowledged he never took part in Native American culture growing up.

After learning The Times was pursuing this story, Wages said he considered having his DNA tested to prove his Cherokee heritage. He said he opted not to because the tests are unreliable for Native Americans.

Experts say commercial DNA tests can be less accurate for Native American ancestry than for other populations because the genetic data readily available for Native Americans can be more limited.

Wages said a cousin informed him in 1998 that his paternal great-grandmother was of Cherokee descent and they were eligible for membership in a group then called the Northern Cherokee Nation — or sometimes the Northern Cherokee Tribe — of Missouri and Arkansas.

In a subsequent email, Torchinsky said Wages’ paternal great-great grandparents were “100% Northern Cherokee.”

“As such, Mr. Wages is a legitimate and recognized member of the Northern Cherokee Nation of Arkansas and Missouri,” he said, misstating the former name of the group.

Wages said the tip from his cousin, who has since died, sparked the idea that would propel Vortex’s success. He said he realized he could be certified as a minority contractor if he joined the Northern Cherokee group.

“We saw it as an avenue to use,” Wages said.

He said he mailed his family tree to the Northern Cherokee group. It sent him a card stating he was one-eighth Cherokee, and he then used that card to apply to the SBA program for minority contractors — and was accepted, he said.

Wages said he believed the group was legally recognized by Missouri and California. Neither state has done so.

In response to a Freedom of Information Act request, the SBA office in Fresno, which covers Bakersfield, said Wages’ application previously had been destroyed as part of the agency’s normal purging of older documents.

Based in Clinton, Mo., the Northern Cherokee group has registered with the Internal Revenue Service as a tax-exempt nonprofit.

In a telephone interview, the group’s chief, Kenn “Grey Elk” Descombes acknowledged that neither the federal government nor Missouri legally recognizes his organization as a tribe. But he said its members should qualify for minority contracting work.

Descombes, who works in trucking, said the group verifies a person’s Cherokee lineage through a process that is 90% based on family stories. He said the federally recognized Cherokee tribes unfairly criticize his group because they don’t want competition for minority set-aside contracts and other government benefits.

The Northern Cherokee group has asserted on its website and on identification cards that it secured recognition in Missouri through proclamations by two governors, and in a bill and resolutions by the state’s Legislature.

However, the governors’ proclamations and the legislative resolutions carried no legal force, said Nick Omland, spokesman for the Missouri secretary of state’s office. In 1985, a bill passed by the Missouri House of Representatives would have granted the group recognition. The state Senate never voted on the House bill, and it died without becoming law, Omland said. Later that year, then-Gov. John Ashcroft vetoed another bill that would have recognized the group.

Torchinsky said in his email that Wages “reviewed a letter from the governor of Missouri at the time of his SBA application recognizing the Northern Cherokee Nation as a legitimate Native American tribe.” He did not provide a copy and did not respond to follow-up questions.

Wages also claimed membership in the Northern Cherokee organization to pursue contracts through the state of California that are designated for minority-owned businesses.

In 2009, he submitted an undated letter from the Northern Cherokee Nation of Missouri and Arkansas to the Department of Transportation in Sacramento to qualify Vortex for minority-owned status, according to department records officer Marcy Freer.

Based on the letter and an affidavit that Wages signed — under penalty of perjury — that said he had been “subjected to racial or ethnic prejudice or cultural bias, or have suffered the effects of discrimination, because of my identity” as a Native American, the state approved Vortex as a disadvantaged minority-owned business.

The letter includes a scan of the ID card that says Wages is one-eighth Cherokee. It bears an image that appears to replicate the state of Missouri’s seal and falsely claims the group is “officially recognize [sic] as a Cherokee nation by the sovereign state of Missouri” and cites the House bill without noting that the measure had died.

The California Department of Transportation certified Vortex as a disadvantaged, minority-owned business. Vortex renewed its certification each year until this August, when it didn’t submit the required filing, according to department spokesman Mark Dinger. That was after The Times began asking questions about Wages’ minority status.

Dinger said the department had no reason to investigate Vortex’s application in 2009 even though California has never recognized the Northern Cherokee group as a tribe. Because the company has dropped out of the program, Dinger said, the department would not investigate the circumstances surrounding the certification.

The department’s Disadvantaged Business Enterprise program helps minority-owned businesses win both prime contracts and subcontracts. Wages told The Times he could not recall the precise amount of business he got from the program, but said it was not much. The department’s records officer said the department had no record of prime contracts awarded to Vortex and that it did not keep records of subcontracts.

The SBA’s minority contracting program, which was set up by the federal agency and Congress in the 1970s, is designed to help business owners who encountered economic and social disadvantages because of their minority status. Wages said he had been “struggling” due to his Cherokee background, particularly in the early stages of his contracting career.

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Harvey Wages, father of William Wages, at the office of Vortex Construction in Bakersfield. (Myung J. Chun / Los Angeles Times)

Wages and his father, Harvey Wages, who joined him in the interview, said they believe they once were turned down for a bank loan because the lending officer suspected they were Native American.

Harvey Wages said he also has an ID card from the Northern Cherokee group. He said his family had long thought they had Cherokee ancestors in Arkansas, particularly his grandmother, Delana Wages, who died in 1972.

He said she might have passed herself off as white to avoid discrimination. Census records list her and her parents as white.

Sean Nordwall, executive director of tribal operations and federal programs for the United Keetoowah Band of Cherokee Indians in Oklahoma, one of the three federally recognized tribes, said accounts of Native American ancestors posing as white are almost entirely mythical.

“How were we supposed to do that? Put on face paint?” Nordwall said.

In his email, Torchinsky said, “At least some Northern Cherokee documented themselves as white in order to protect their families and property from both stigma and confiscation.” He said The Times’ “assertions … about Mr. Wages and his family drip with the same kind of racism from which the Northern Cherokee and other Native Americans sought relief.”

The Times asked Wages and Torchinsky to authorize the Northern Cherokee group to release the material the organization used to approve his application for membership.

Wages did not respond to the request. Torchinsky did not address the request directly but said in his email that providing more information about Wages “would not only compromise the privacy of Mr. Wages, his family and his business, but could also compromise their safety.”

Wages said he has been part of Kevin McCarthy’s life since Bakersfield High, when the politician-to-be began dating his future wife. The families remain close, Wages said.

McCarthy’s official biography makes no mention that Judy McCarthy, who is Wages’ birth sister, has Native American ancestors. As best can be determined, they never publicly claimed a Cherokee heritage.

McCarthy said in his written response to The Times that he didn’t recall ever discussing in public his wife’s Native American background. “Since growing up I understood Judy’s family to have some Native American heritage — along with other nationalities as well,” he said.

In 1991, Wages partnered with his sister in Vortex General Engineering, state records show, and went into the batting cages business with McCarthy.

The McCarthys married in 1992. He was working as an aide to then-Rep. Bill Thomas, a Bakersfield Republican.

Three years later, Wages replaced his sister with their mother, Sharon Wages, as a partner in Vortex. Judy McCarthy has since received no earnings from Vortex, Wages said.

McCarthy’s congressional financial disclosure forms show no income from Vortex for his wife. He does not have to report the income of in-laws.

In 2002, Thomas helped secure $10 million from Congress for construction of a laboratory at China Lake, according to the Navy. Vortex was a subcontractor on the project, according to the prime contractor, Burns & McDonnell.

In his written comments, McCarthy said he would “facilitate” funding requests on Thomas’ behalf. However, McCarthy said he “had no interaction with Bill’s company and was unaware of business they did or intended to do.”

Vortex’s business in prime federal contracts grew over the next six years. Its best years for those contracts were from 2006, the year McCarthy was elected to Congress to succeed Thomas, who retired, to 2008.

Vortex received a total of about $5 million in prime contracts during those years, including $2.7 million in billings at China Lake. Over time, Vortex would obtain about $4 million in prime contracts at China Lake, $2.4 million at Lemoore and smaller amounts for work at Edwards Air Force Base in McCarthy’s district and other federal properties.

In all, it won about $7.6 million in federal contracts — the vast majority as no-bid and other contracts reserved for minority-owned firms, federal contracting records show.

The Times’ figures come from a federal database that tracks prime contracts but not subcontracts. Figures for subcontracting payments were not readily available in public records.

About a year after Wages’ term in the program ended in 2007, Vortex’s business in prime contracts all but dried up. He collected just $1,000 in 2009 and nothing in 2010.

Soon after, however, Wages said he began helping Johnny J. Leon, who had worked on Vortex projects, obtain federal contracts for his own firm. Wages said he extended a line of credit to J.J. Leon Construction and allows it to use a small building near China Lake that Wages and his family bought in 2016.

Torchinsky did not respond specifically to a question about whether Vortex received income from J.J. Leon Construction’s use of the building. In his email, the attorney said Wages “has decided to withhold certain material that is of a personal or sensitive business nature.”

He said Wages’ work with J.J. Leon Construction “is not illegal or unethical in any way.”

The SBA earlier had certified J.J. Leon Construction as a disadvantaged, minority-owned business based in part on Johnny Leon’s Latino background, the agency’s records show. It initially won a single prime contract — a $315,000 maintenance-and-repair job in 2010 for fuel storage buildings at Lemoore, according to the federal database.

Business picked up after 2011, when Vortex formed a mentorship and joint venture with J.J. Leon Construction, which is headquartered in Leon’s Grover Beach home.

In 2012, J.J. Leon Construction got $2.9 million in work under prime contracts — roughly eight times the amount he received in the previous year, the federal database shows. Its prime contracts have totaled $17.7 million since 2013. Of that amount, about $7.1 million was for work at Lemoore.

McCarthy led a successful effort in 2014 to expand China Lake’s borders. The next year, J.J. Leon Construction received its first China Lake contract, one that paid $3.6 million.

Leon did not respond to telephone and email requests for an interview. His company graduated from the SBA set-aside program on Sept. 13.

On its website, J.J. Leon Construction credits Vortex, in part, for its expanding business, saying “many paths have opened for both companies.”
 






The Life of an American Boy at 17
Ryan Morgan is a high school senior from West Bend, Wisconsin. Like all seventeen-year-olds, he thinks a lot about what he wants to do with his life, because everyone keeps telling him he’s supposed to have it figured out. He’d rather just talk about his girlfriend or cool sneakers or the Packers. But life is never that simple.

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https://www.esquire.com/news-politics/a26016236/the-american-boy-at-17/

“GIRLS SOMETIMES JUST DO THAT”
Ryan Morgan is seventeen and happy to be a guy. To be a girl would mean he’d have to deal with a lot more drama. He’d likely have to deal with mean girls. And he could end up a mom, which he doesn’t ever want, because being a mom is hard. Probably the hardest job in the world. Also, he might not think football was as interesting. He isn’t sure what would be interesting, but if it isn’t football, then he isn’t interested. Other than that, he doesn’t think there are too many reasons it would be better to be a guy than a girl—unless you’re from the Middle East or maybe the inner city.

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Ryan lives in West Bend, Wisconsin, a town of just over thirty thousand outside Milwaukee. He has a kid face, with big brown eyes. His mom, Tori, usually cuts his hair, which he sometimes styles into a side sweep. He’s well-dressed and has a sizable sneaker collection. At six five, he’s taller than most of his classmates; taller than his dad, Owen; tall enough to get into a bar to watch football without getting carded. Ryan’s girlfriend, Kaitlyn, is also seventeen. They got together in eighth grade after she gave him a birthday card with a twenty- dollar bill inside. Ryan thought, Who does that? He’d had girlfriends before, but she is his most long-standing and most serious. They eat lunch together in the cafeteria of West Bend West, where they’re both seniors, and they make sure to cross paths in the hallway between classes, even if just for a moment, long enough to graze fingers or lock eyes. Sometimes when Kaitlyn is driving and he’s riding shotgun, she’ll pull up to a four-way stop and gesture to other drivers to go, go, go, even when it’s her turn. It is just one of those things Ryan thinks girls do. They are more tentative, no fault of theirs. Whereas he knows with certainty that he is decisive.

But there’s this thing that still bothers him. It has to do with an incident last year in the computer lab. It was a Friday, near the end of the period, and Ryan waited by the exit. He began absentmindedly opening and shutting the door. This girl he didn’t really know told him to stop. When he did it again, she smacked him in the face. He smacked her back. She clawed at him, and he fell into a row of computers. The bell rang, and the girl ran off. “The teacher asked me to report it right away,” he tells me, “but I had a bus to catch.”


Ryan in his bedroom in West Bend, Wisconsin, where he likes to play video games.

Ryan went home with a cut on his eyebrow, two on his forehead, and another on his ear. Tori told him to take pictures. “That girl could go home,” Ryan recalls his mom saying, “slit the whole side of her cheek with a knife, and come to school Monday and say, ‘Hey, look what he did to me.’ ” That was news to him. He’d never even been in a fight before. In middle school, he and this other kid had agreed to punch each other in the face because they wanted to know what it felt like, but when the time came, they just went home. “I guess girls sometimes just do that,” he says. “It happened once when my mom was in high school. A girl purposely broke her own arm just to get another person in trouble.”

“Last year was really bad,” Ryan says. “I couldn’t say anything without pissing someone off.”

He took photos of his face and went to the principal’s office first thing on Monday, like his mom told him to. “He was so upset,” the assistant principal tells me. “He didn’t know why he was in trouble.” Ryan spent a couple hours in the in-school suspension room. He got a ticket referring him to the municipal court, where he appeared in August. He pleaded not guilty. At a second meeting, Ryan spoke to a prosecutor. At least, “I think it was a prosecutor,” he says. “I think he felt like it was stupid that I got a ticket for this. The look on his face was kind of like, What the heck is this?” Ryan thinks that if he were a girl, he wouldn’t have been punished. “As long as I don’t get in trouble again for a year, I’m okay,” he tells me. “But I had to deal with it for a few months.” The kids in school, “they called me a woman beater. I don’t think anyone actually thought I was. They were just giving me crap. It was just a stressful time.”

Most of the year Ryan lives with his mother, two younger brothers, stepdad, and four-year-old half sister in a two-story house on ten acres in West Bend. His stepdad works in the printing business. Tori is a full-time mother, though sometimes she makes bear rugs or bartends for a little extra cash. Every other weekend and for part of the summer, Ryan lives with Owen, a taxidermist in Mountain, an unincorporated community three hours north, in the Chequamegon- Nicolet National Forest. He and Tori separated when Ryan was four, and the parents now have as little to do with each other as possible. The distance from one home to the other is 147 miles. “Exactly three miles short of the 150-mile maximum distance allowed by law between parents with joint custody,” Owen says. (He and Tori both okayed Ryan’s participation in this story, but Tori declined to be interviewed.)

West Bend is a blue-collar town with a strong German heritage in a county where Donald Trump won 67 percent of the vote. “If you’re a moderate Republican in West Bend, you’re a liberal,” Joe Carlson, a former school-board president, told the Milwaukee Journal Sentinel in 2011. It’s also overwhelmingly white. Trump held a campaign rally at its conference center in 2016, where he declared, “I’m asking for the vote of every African-American citizen struggling in our country today,” even though only 2 percent of West Bend’s population is African-American. (Whites account for 95 percent.) Milwaukee is thirty miles south, close enough that West Bend is considered an outer suburb but still far enough that not many people consider commuting an option. The counties around Milwaukee are some of the few suburban places in America to remain firmly red. Ryan doesn’t think West Bend has changed much since he was a kid. The winters are long and cold. For fun there is the bowling alley, shopping at Hobby Lobby, or walking down Main Street. There is Big Cedar Lake and Little Cedar Lake, a winter sports park, and the Little Switzerland ski resort. Ryan has known most of his friends since elementary school. He met his best friend, Andrew, in third grade. They can’t remember anything interesting that’s happened. Andrew heard about a man in a tank top running through the Walmart parking lot and getting tased by the police. Ryan heard about a man who had his throat slit outside Fleet Farm. There were bomb threats at Badger Middle School. And that turkey with a broken arrow in its chest that attacked people by the river. Kaitlyn loves to watch the sunrays burst on tree branches after an ice storm.


Ryan in a classroom at West Bend West high school.

On school days, Ryan wakes up around 5:30 a.m. “It sucks,” he says. “It’s not hard to get up, but I wish I could just stay in bed.” He goes to the local water-utility headquarters at 6:30, where he has an apprenticeship that earns him course credit and a small paycheck. “It’s kind of like a job thing,” he says. He hopes to get hired once he graduates—he wants to eventually work as an environmental scientist because he loves the outdoors—and he likes shadowing his coworkers. “I follow them around and learn. It’s fun and interesting, but I don’t do much.” His parents support the decision. “When Ryan started talking about what he wanted to do with his future, I was all in,” Owen says. “I’m not gonna tell him that he shouldn’t do it, even though I think he’s so smart. He’s ridiculously smart. And he could do so much more. Hopefully he’ll realize that.”

At 9:30, he returns home and gets ready for school. His mom drives him at 11:30 so he can have lunch in the cafeteria with his friends. He has a driver’s permit, but he’s not taking his driver’s test until later in the fall. “It sucks,” he says. “My mom has to drive me everywhere, but whatever.”

In the afternoon, he takes Advanced Placement Environmental Sciences and Government and Law. He also takes two online college courses that will go toward an associate’s degree in water-quality technology. He’s never loved school, and he didn’t try very hard until senior year. His freshman-year GPA was 1.8. Sophomore year, it was 2.4. The fall of junior year, it was 2.5, and in the spring it was 3.0. This year he’s expecting a 4.0. “I don’t mind going to school,” he says, “but doing all this stuff is not practical for life. Why do I need to take English Comp if I’ll be working at a water plant?”

"He’s ridiculously smart,” Owen says of his son. “And he could do so much more. Hopefully he’ll realize that.”

After school, Ryan usually goes home. He doesn’t drink or do drugs. “Parties are stupid,” he says, “because it’s where guys get drunk and talk about threesomes. It’s lame.” He isn’t part of any social clique—not the football guys, the volleyball girls, the Pokémon players, the anime lovers, the choir kids, the guys who work on cars, and definitely not the “white guys who all hang out with their trucks and guns and say, ‘Heil Trump’ and all that.” Ryan tried playing sports, but he didn’t like any of them. He just doesn’t care about being popular. “I’m really happy with who I am,” he says. When he does hang out, he goes to Kaitlyn’s house or to a restaurant in town. He’s usually home by 10:00 p.m. At home, he likes to play his Xbox. He loves Madden NFL, Call of Duty, and Red Dead Redemption, about outlaws in the Wild West. Sometimes he plays a car-crash game on the computer he built using salvaged parts and YouTube tutorials. What does it look like to see a car slam into a brick wall at one hundred miles per hour? Ryan can tell you.

Ryan visits Milwaukee or Madison, home to the University of Wisconsin, a few times a year. He’s left the state a handful of times. Once, he and his dad took a road trip to Florida and saw the ocean. Another time, he went to Oregon to visit his uncle. “It felt so weird being in Portland,” he says. “It was a good experience, but so different. I would look out the window and everyone was smoking marijuana.”

“THE WHOLE SITUATION WAS CRAZY”
When I ask Ryan if I can meet him at school for lunch with his friends one Wednesday, he says okay, but he warns me that “teenagers say stupid things.” He doesn’t want me to think teenagers are weird.

I meet Ryan, who’s wearing khaki shorts and a black long-sleeved shirt, at the public library, and we drive to school. West Bend West is on the east side of town, in a building that also hosts another high school, West Bend East. It has been this way since 1970, when, to save money, the schools opened in the same facility. They consistently rank among the best in the nation. They share a campus, administrative staff, and some classes. The principals and the sports teams are separate. Together, the enrollment is more than twenty-three hundred kids, the largest in the state. We pull into the wraparound lot, where fourteen school buses are parked in waiting. The building looks like a five-acre Tetris block fallen in a grass field. A guard buzzes us in. The risk of school shootings is taken seriously, and the doors stay locked while school is in session. Police officers monitor the campus and loop the halls.


Ryan and Kaitlyn in the hallways of West Bend West.

Kaitlyn, Ryan, and five of their male friends have one extra seat at their table in the cafeteria, a windowless room with a low ceiling and a yeasty smell. Kaitlyn smiles and gestures at the empty seat. She has long brown hair and blue eyes, and she’s wearing a denim jacket and a skirt. When I sit down, the others sort of stare at me, and when I introduce myself, they just say whatever.

Ryan gets a tray with a softball-sized pile of mashed potatoes, sliced apples, a carton of milk, and two wrinkled chicken nuggets. Lunch lasts twenty-five minutes, but Ryan finishes his food in about five, so he and I take off. We walk down hallways with speckled terrazzo floors and cinder-block walls covered with colorful murals, plaques with inspirational quotes, and rows of burgundy lockers. We go to the library and sit at a small wooden table in a bright study room carved into the back wall like a cove. Girls are lying on nearby couches, talking about vaping.

We talk about how he’s become more interested in politics in the past couple years. Then I ask about why he thinks the altercation with the girl happened last year. He’s still unsure: “The whole situation was crazy. She probably didn’t like that I opened the door.” He says he wasn’t trying to provoke her. “I didn’t process that she was mad at me, and I opened the door again. She hit me. I hit her back because I didn’t know how to react.”

He explains what he has learned by way of a hypothetical. “If a girl came in the library and hit me, I’d have to turn my back, try to get away, and if she kept on hitting, I’d probably have to wait, get pummeled for about five minutes, and then at that point I could turn around and knock her out.” Ryan is convinced that if it had been a fight between two girls, things would’ve been different. He has this idea that since I’m a woman, if I were in the same situation, I could do whatever I wanted. I could pull out a knife and stab a guy, and I wouldn’t get in trouble. He leans forward and clasps his hands. “Well, I don’t know. I still don’t really understand it. I know what I can’t do, I just don’t know what I can do.”

TOTALLY STUPID AND NOT WORTH THE ATTENTION”
The fight with the girl was just one of a long string of recent events, most of them politically tinged, that have shaken Ryan’s sense of self. “Last year was really bad,” he says. “I couldn’t say anything without pissing someone off.” He says it started around the time of the presidential election—the liberal students became enraged and the conservative students emboldened. “Lots of drama over politics,” he says. “It ruined friendships and changed social groups. People were making friends based on their politics more than anything.” Kids started advertising their beliefs by hanging flags and posters on their lockers. They wore T-shirts that promoted Hillary for president, or Trump for president, or LGBT rights, or feminism, or Black Lives Matter. The most popular opinion at West Bend seemed to be anti-Trump. Ryan, raised in Republican households, was surprised by the vitriol. “Everyone hates me because I support Trump?” he says. “I couldn’t debate anyone without being shut down and called names. Like, what did I do wrong?”

The week I visit West Bend, the front page of USA Today reads, Is What Someone Does at Age 17 Relevant? in reference to Christine Blasey Ford’s sexual- assault accusation against Brett Kavanaugh. I ask Ryan if he has discussed #MeToo in any of his classes. “I’ve heard of that,” he says. “What does it mean again?” I also ask him about Trump’s reputation as a misogynist. “He is respectful towards his wife, as far as I know,” he says. “I don’t think he is racist or sexist.” Then again, he thinks the president tries to piss people off a little too much. “Sometimes I think it’s funny,” he says, “but I guess it’s really not that funny in the end.” Seventeen is the age when we begin to make such moral calculations, according to experts I spoke with. It’s when teenagers begin to “look at the world outside of their immediate environment,” says Adiaha Spinks-Franklin, a developmental pediatrician at Texas Children’s Hospital. “They begin to question their own beliefs, and those of their parents and peers.” At the same time, the teenage brain is still a work in progress. “Teenagers are expected to act like adults, but their brains are not ready,” says Pradeep Bhide, director of the Center for Brain Repair at Florida State University. But they’re close: “Everything they need for moral reasoning may already be there,” he says.


Ryan’s mother Tori in her home in West Bend, near Milwaukee.

This past year, Ryan ran another gantlet: social media. He does not use Facebook or Twitter, which he thinks are mostly for older people. And he has no interest in Snapchat. But he, like most everyone his age, uses Instagram. “I’d post a comment,” he recalls, “and the replies would all be the same thing: ‘You’re stupid and that’s dumb’ or ‘You suck’ or ‘You’re straight, you can’t talk about something LGBT.’ ” One time, on a post he describes as “a feminist thing that said something about what men do,” he commented, “It’s not true, and that’s really stupid to say that.” The woman who’d posted it responded with something like, “What do you have to say? You’re a white man.” Ryan is still confused by her response. “Doesn’t she promote equal rights?” he says. “What if I posted the same kind of thing but about what women do? Like, if I posted a photo of a feminist march? But wait, feminist people hate when white men talk about stuff like that. That would be the end of me.” He pauses. “I guess they think since I’m not a girl, I don’t have an opinion.”

As Ryan grappled with progressive ideas on social media, he noticed that others did, too. Last summer, James Gunn, the director of Disney’s Guardians of the Galaxy, was sacked for a bunch of tweets he wrote several years ago. “He was fired because he said a shower in a hotel felt like a little kid peeing on him,” Ryan’s friend Andrew says. “Totally stupid and not worth the attention,” says Ryan. “Some jokes are pretty bad. But it depends on the context. If you’re honestly kidding, people shouldn’t get offended.

“Also, baseball,” he continues, referring to another incident from last summer, this time with Josh Hader, a pitcher for the Milwaukee Brewers. “Just so happens that something Hader said seven years ago about hating gay people came up the day of a big game. Now he has to go to all these sensitivity trainings.” Ryan considers the leaker’s motivation. “Someone must’ve been jealous of him and said, ‘Oh, I have this message from when he was fifteen.’ It’s like, yeah, you say a lot of stupid stuff when you are fifteen.” (Later, I look up the tweets. Gunn said worse than what the boys mentioned, including, “I ****** the **** out of the little p*ssy boy sitting next to me!” And Hader, who was actually seventeen and eighteen when he sent his controversial tweets, used the n-word repeatedly and made an allusion to “white power.” One tweet read, “I hate gay people.” Another read, “Need a bytch that can fukk, cook, clean right.”)


Ryan’s father Owen in his taxidermy studio in northern Wisconsin.

Ryan began to feel like social media was more trouble than it was worth. He even thought about erasing his Instagram account. “But I haven’t said anything too bad,” he says. And more to the point, he decided it is better to engage with other perspectives than to drop out of the conversation. He now watches both Fox News and CNN. He says he’s inched toward the center politically, and so have his friends. He’s even changed his wardrobe and now avoids shirts with words or anything else, save for an American flag, that makes a statement. “It’s better to be a moderate, because then you don’t get heat,” he tells me. “We want everyone to be happy.”

After our talk in the library, Ryan and I walk to his Government and Law class, led by Adam Inkmann, a social-studies teacher with a beard. “He is funny,” Ryan tells me on the way over, “but at the same time, he makes sense.” The class recently took a political-opinion poll that places students on a forty-four-point spectrum from Conservative Reactionary (22C) to Liberal Radical (22L). About two thirds of the class were moderate to liberal, falling between 1L and 22L. Ryan says a few kids landed at the extremes: one “conservative radical,” a boy, and three “liberal extremists,” all girls. Ryan is 2C—a conservative-leaning moderate, according to the spectrum. He supports the death penalty, and limits on foreign goods. He doesn’t support welfare, unless those who receive it are made to get a job. He doesn’t support needle exchanges. On issues of gender, Ryan is mixed. He doesn’t think abortion should be legal. He doesn’t support condom distribution in high schools to prevent pregnancy. If a man and a woman earning the same salary have a child, and if one of them must quit their job to raise it, Ryan thinks it should be the woman. But he supports marriage equality and the right to enlist in the military regardless of sexual orientation.

“It’s better to be a moderate, because then you don’t get heat,” Ryan says. “We want everyone to be happy.”

In class, I sit next to Ryan, in a small desk chair in a fluorescent-lit room with about thirty other students. Mr. Inkmann wears khaki pants and a navy polo. On the wall behind his desk hangs a cardboard cutout of JFK’s head. The topic of discussion is still “the political spectrum,” and they continue working on an exercise about partisan stereotypes. “Who’s on the other side of Trump?” Mr. Inkmann asks.

“Kanye,” says a kid in the front row.

“Absolutely not,” Mr. Inkmann says. “Maybe Obama?”

Kanye West is a source of immense confusion for the students. “Do you think Kanye is liberal or Republican?” asks a kid snacking on Goldfish.

“Liberal,” says the girl behind him.

“No,” Ryan says, “he supports Trump.”

“I don’t think he can be both,” says another kid. “Unless it has something to do with him being bipolar?”



Mr. Inkmann then has the students sing two songs written by another West Bend teacher. “The Liberal Song” is set to the tune of “Ode to Joy.” Mr. Inkmann offers to sing first before everyone joins in. “If I were a liberal, liberal, life would be so very great,” the lyrics read, “knowing that in liberal land this other man could marry me.” The students flip through their political-spectrum packets to follow along. One kid snaps his fingers, rocking out. “The Conservative Song,” set to the tune of “Beer Barrel Polka,” includes lines like “I hate social programs, they really make me want to puke / I would rather use the money for a two-ton nuke” and “Welfare is not good, before we had it, people tried / And I hope the biggest criminals are electrified!”

Next, Mr. Inkmann leads the class through an exercise. He walks around the room making proclamations—about smoking weed, loving guns, thinking gay men are great, thinking needle exchanges are wrong—and the students say who would be more likely to agree with each one, a liberal or a conservative, supporting their decisions with lines from either song. When it is Ryan’s turn, Mr. Inkmann says something about a man marrying a woman and having lots of babies. “Conservative,” Ryan answers. He looks down and reads a few lyrics. “I hate gay marriage,” he reads, “and abortion’s wrong.” Mr. Inkmann then plays “War of Words,” an NBC News segment from 2012 in which Ted Koppel explores the partisan slant of cable news. Steny Hoyer, a House Democrat, tells Koppel, “People tend to choose to watch the channel that doesn’t give them facts, doesn’t make them think, but makes them think that their views are the views [that are] accurate.” Mr. Inkmann paces across the room. “This was not the case ten years ago,” he says, “but you guys think this is normal.” Later, he hits pause to chat with the students, and the screen freezes on a close-up of Bill O’Reilly’s open mouth. “Before he was fired, O’Reilly was making $20 million a year,” Mr. Inkmann says. “One of the highest-paid and most popular hosts of all time.”

“What did he do?” a kid asks.

“Some things with the ladies he shouldn’t have done.”

After school I meet Ryan, Kaitlyn, and Andrew at Noodles, a restaurant in a parking lot between Hobby Lobbyand Menards. We sit at a booth and eat bowls of steaming pasta. I ask what they are talking about at school, and they mention school shootings.

“It was easier for our parents,” says Kaitlyn, Ryan’s girlfriend. “They figured things out quick. Now there’s so much competition.”

“I don’t know why it’s always white males shooting up schools,” Ryan says.“In the inner-city schools there are shootings and stuff, but it’s more like ‘I hate this kid because he touched my girlfriend, so now I’m going to shoot him.’ ” Kaitlyn tells me that a high school in a town nearby has active-shooter drills, but at West Bend they only practice lockdowns. Students pile stuff in front of doors and find objects to use as weapons. Teachers now know CPR. If a fire alarm rings, they check the hallway first, because at the school in Parkland, Nikolas Cruz pulled the alarm and waited for students to come out of their classrooms. There’ve been a few threats, but most of them ended up being nothing, just stuff written on bathroom walls or sent in emails. One kid wrote down what he called a “hit list,” and someone forwarded it to the cops, but it turned out to be just the names of friends he planned to call. Another kid was criminally charged after it was discovered that he was looking for an accomplice to help carry out a shooting at the school. Now he’s got a record. Ryan remembers him being a nuisance. “He’d be walking behind me, and I could hear it come out of his mouth: ‘I’m going to F you in the butt.’ I’d just be like, ‘What are you talking about?’ ” Ryan thinks for a moment. “He was short. He probably had trouble getting attention.”


After a weekend with his father, Ryan meets his mother in a parking lot halfway between West Bend and Mountain. Tori and Owen park facing opposite directions.

Ryan and his friends look forward to graduating in the spring—no more worries about school shootings or what your shirt says. They are thinking more than ever about their future selves, and what worries them now is getting a job and making money. “I feel like it was easier for our parents,” Kaitlyn says. “They figured things out quick. Now there’s so much competition.” Ryan plans to stay in West Bend and work at the water-utility plant. Later, he’ll consider getting a four-year degree—he wants to be an engineer or work for the Department of Natural Resources. But he’s thinking at first he might live with his mom for a little while to save money. “I’ll be five or six years ahead of everyone who goes to college,” he says. “They’ll be looking for jobs, and I’ll be buying a house.”

Kaitlyn talks about applying to the satellite campus of the University of Wisconsin in West Bend. She’s thinking about being an English teacher, and Andrew’s thinking about being a pharmacist. But all three are skeptical about how useful college is and how attending might change them. “I grew up in a conservative family,” Kaitlyn tells me. “And my mom went to college and became more liberal.” “I’ve noticed that about college,” Andrew says.

“It sways,” Ryan says.

“THE RULES HAVE CHANGED”
Every other weekend, Ryan waits in the school parking lot or at the end of his mother’s driveway for Owen to pick him up. One Friday last fall, I follow behind as father and son drive to Mountain on I-43, along the edge of the Ice Age Trail, which traces the farthest reach of an ancient glacier.

Owen runs his taxidermy business out of a small building on his property. When we arrive, bear hides dangle from hooks in the garage and flesh-eating beetles feast on wild game in the shop. The freezer is full of meat. As much as possible, the family eats animals they’ve hunted, vegetables they’ve grown, and eggs from their chickens. Owen has taught Ryan that taxidermy is not about showing off the biggest thing you’ve killed; it’s about preserving memories. Each animal tells a story. Owen likes to do fun stuff with Ryan during their limited time together. They play catch, watch football, go hunting. Owen especially loves hunting with Ryan—it’s how he bonded with his own father. Ryan is a good shot, and he knows about his guns and his game, but sometimes he prefers to hunt more on his Xbox in West Bend than in the woods around Mountain. “When I’m older, I probably won’t hunt as much,” Ryan says. “I like nature, but I don’t want to sit in a tree for hours. There are fun moments, like when we shoot a deer. It’s like, ‘Whoo-whoo! Get that rush!’ It’s a good feeling. But you’ve got to gut it, and I don’t like doing that. Then you have to drag it out—also not fun.”

On Saturday morning, we get ready for a grouse hunt. We put on our gear—muck boots, orange hats, orange vests—and load Owen’s two spaniels into his truck. We don’t have to drive far, maybe twenty minutes, since Mountain is basically in the woods. On the way, Ryan tells me turkey hunting is his favorite because you do it before it gets too cold outside, and you get to walk around. To hunt a male turkey, Owen will drive around with the windows down while Ryan mimics the sounds of a hen. Then they’ll wait for the tom to call back: gobble. When they hear one, they’ll get out of the truck and hide in the woods. “We try to be a female,” Owen explains. “We’re like, ‘How you doing?’ And the male responds, ‘Hey, baby, I’m on my way.’ ” The tom puffs up, his tail fans open, and he struts. “We don’t want to sound too interested,” he says. “It’s funny, they are kind of like human beings.”

“When I’m older, I probably won’t hunt as much. There are fun moments, like when we shoot a deer. But you’ve got to gut it, and I don’t like doing that. Then you have to drag it out—also not fun.”

Last year, Ryan saw a turkey walk close to within a shooting range, pause, then walk away. A missed opportunity. “You feel down in the dumps after that happens,” Owen says. “Right, Ryan? How did you feel?” “Like I should have shot him in the head.”

We park the truck on an old logging road and hike into a forest of poplar, oak, birch, and pine. We walk in a line—Owen and the dogs through the woods, Ryan and I on the road. We go for about five miles without hearing any birds, so we break for lunch.

On the ride home, I ask Ryan about his stepsister, Ashley. “She’s quiet, and I’m quiet, too,” he says. “I guess that when you’re a teenager, you don’t really have anything important to say. You just sit there on your phone.”

When we get to the house, Ashley, a college student who loves to hunt, is wearing head-to-toe woodland camo. She’s coming with us in the afternoon to hunt bear while we squeeze in another few hours of grouse time. Her mother, Ryan’s stepmom, tells me that when a black bear gets shot, it lets out an eerie moan before it dies. If Ashley shoots one today, the whole family will come with knives, and they’ll skin the bear together in the dark. They’ll divide up the meat, load it onto the truck, drive home, and pack the freezer.

In the truck on our way back out to the woods, Ashley sits next to me. She has a black crossbow, her weapon of choice. She plans to kill a bear with an arrow to the heart. “What’s the hardest part about killing a bear?” I ask.

“Seeing the bear,” she says.


Ryan on a grouse hunt with his father in Mountain, Wisconsin.

Owen asks her questions about college, but she mostly looks at her phone instead of answering. Ryan is in the front seat, also quiet. We drive to another old logging road and get out at a trail Owen made to a log pile, which he’s baited for months with leftovers and scraps. On our way in, Owen points out paw marks in the grass and fur tangled in a tree. He demonstrates how a bear scratches its back against the bark with a wiggle. The woods are dark and thick. We come to a clearing with the log pile. Owen lifts the logs with his hands, something only he and the bear can do. “Today’s the day,” he says. It is time for more bear bait, which this time is a five-gallon bucket of popcorn soaked in fruit jam. He returns the logs and we hike out. Ashley is already gone, and it takes me a second to find her, on a platform way up in a tree, looking through the scope of her crossbow.

Hunting that afternoon turns out to be a bust. “It’s not about killing things,” Ryan reminds everyone the next morning. Anyway, it’s now Sunday, which means that all attention is on the Packers. Owen and Ryan need to meet Tori at 3:00 p.m. in the parking lot of Perkins, a restaurant in Oshkosh, halfway between Mountain and West Bend. To watch as much of the game as possible, they leave early and head to the Wooden Nickel, a little bar with eleven televisions.

There’s seven minutes to go in the second quarter, and the Packers are down by 7. “They say domestic violence goes up in the state when the Packers lose,” Owen tells me. Clay Matthews, a player for Green Bay, tackles the ********’ running back but doesn’t get in trouble. The camera cuts to a close-up, and Matthews is visibly relieved—a week earlier, he got a penalty for roughing the passer. “You can’t tackle,” Ryan explains. “The rules have changed.” He’s watched football since he was eight, and he just wants to watch football, not a neutered version. “It’s getting kind of stupid. You can’t hit the quarterback’s head; you can’t hit him a second or two after he throws the ball; and if you’re going to slide, you can’t hit him. You can’t put weight on him. You’ve got to set him down gently, like putting him to bed.” Ryan is worried that in five years, hard tackling will no longer be a thing. Matthews tackles the quarterback in the third quarter, but this time he gets flagged. A bar patron curses at the screen. The Packers’ coach sprints toward the ref and starts screaming. “He doesn’t know what to do,” the television commentator says about Matthews, “what’s right or what’s not right.”

Earlier in the game, another Green Bay player, Jaire Alexander, makes a tackle. A ******** player starts jawing at him, and Alexander punches him in the face. “So if someone talks **** about you, you can smack them?” I ask Ryan.

“I guess so,” he says. “That’s what Alexander did.”

When the game is over, Owen and Ryan rush to the Perkins parking lot. But we are early, so we stare at the empty sky for a while. Owen always parks his car facing one direction, and Tori parks her car facing another. It makes things easier.

While we wait, Ryan tells me that he has a different personality in Mountain from the one he has in West Bend. A different attitude. He likes both versions, and it’s easy to make the switch. We wait a little longer. Ryan rests his backpack in his lap. He keeps looking behind him.
 
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Any links to where we can read the "American Boy" article? This sounds like a really interesting read.
 
Any links to where we can read the "American Boy" article? This sounds like a really interesting read.
How? Wake up, food ready to eat, go to school but not try becuase daddy got me finically anyway, go home and there’s food ready again. Repeat
 
Even in their picture they got dude with multiple pairs of shoes, his own room in a big house, clean clothes, a beat machine in the background. LOL my goodness.

that quote they got on the damn cover thou...

"i know what i cant do...

... i just dont know what i can do"

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I just googled it. https://www.esquire.com/news-politics/a26016236/the-american-boy-at-17/

blastercombo blastercombo - Honestly, you're not wrong. Ryan (the kid) is just blinded by his white privilege. The worst part about everything I have read thus far is he is probably going to get somewhere in life because he is white and tall.
The horror! Wait till he finds out mom bought 230 bucks worth of groceries but got 2% milk and not the whole. Mom is such a **** up the kid says
 
I actually read some of that article :lol:

All my assumptions were correct.

Dude got smacked by some chick and went to the principal with a cut on his face and were supposed to feel bad?
 
Dr Phil Our Lying Ex-Boyfriend is the Next Dirty John
(February 04, 2019)



A man is accused of lying and making empty promises to a number of different women. His mother says her son has been lying since he was a child.

Tiffany says her relationship with her son’s father, Erik, was destroyed by his constant lying and empty promises, to the point where she completely cut him off and has not seen him in over three years. Erik admits he has lied to his ex-girlfriends. Then, just this past year, Erik dated Sheka who says after doing research midway through their relationship, she uncovered his lies and put a stop to their wedding plans. So, when did Erik begin to con and deceive people? As Erik is accused of one lie more shocking than the next, his mom, Jody, says her son has been lying since he was a child. And, don’t miss part 2 on Tuesday, when more women come forward from Erik’s past.





Buddy got at least 6 kids by 6 different Black women

Telling them he was in the NFL
That he had 8 degrees
That he retired from Google

That his wife died
And he was a single father of 2

(Wife still alive and he got 6 kids and he don't see any of them)
 
Ted Bundy Wasn't Special Or Smart. He Was Just White.
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https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/ted-bundy-wasn-apos-t-175500903.html

Ted Bundy, though dead for 30 years, is again having his moment in the spotlight. In 2019, the serial killer — who brutally raped and murdered at least 36 women — is the subject of a new four-part docuseries on Netflix,Conversations with a Killer: The Ted Bundy Tapes, and will be portrayed by a chiseled Zac Efron in the film Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil and Vile, which will be released in theaters on January 26.

In both the docuseries and the film, Bundy is painted as an artful, handsome, and exceptionally intelligent man; one whom you would never, ever think was capable of bludgeoning women to death and then having sex with their corpses. In the movie’s trailer, Efron’s Bundy smirks, winks, seductively takes off his shirt, and passionately rips off a woman's blouse.



Bundy’s image in 2019 is not much different than what it has been since he was first arrested in in 1975. News media at the time depicted Bundy as charming and charismatic. (Here's Dan Rather calling Bundy "intelligent" and "articulate" the day before his execution in 1989.) In Conversations with a Killer, PBS correspondent Ed Hula says “the lurid nature of the case, the depravity of the violence, and the personality of Ted Bundy combined to make this something that the media could not ignore.” Marlin Lee Vortman, a friend of Bundy who met him when they both worked on the campaign for a Utah Republican gubernatorial candidate said Bundy was “the kind of guy you want your sister to marry.” This perception of Bundy as a bewitching Lothario, who was able to hide his evil double-life so well because he was almost supernatural, has been the inspiration for dozens of TV specials, documentaries, and movies; Buffalo Bill, the serial killer from Silence of the Lambs, was based loosely on Bundy’s supposed ability to outsmart law enforcement. Positive descriptors like “good-looking,” “clean-cut,” and, of course, “charming,” are used countless times in reference to Bundy throughout Conversations with a Killer.

He was going to show the world that he was the one to be dealt with and it was a lot of blowhard talk. He tried to fool you and lie to you.
But the Ted Bundy of America’s consciousness is a myth. Bundy was not special, he was not smarter than the average person; he did not have a personality so alluring that his female victims could not help but simply go off with him. He did not have a superhuman skill to be one step ahead of the police. What Bundy did have was the power of of being a white man in a society that reveres them and has implicit faith in their abilities. This privilege gave Bundy the ability to make even the most heinous of crimes take second place to his personality. Bundy isn’t even exceptional when compared to other American serial killers. So why is his legacy treated with fascination and twisted admiration rather than condemnation?

In “Handsome Devil,” the first episode of Conversations with a Killer, which is based on taped deathrow interviews of Bundy by journalists Stephen Michaud and Hugh Aynesworth, a rosy Bundy paints a rosy picture of his own childhood growing up in Tacoma, WA. “First grade I was a somewhat champion frog-catcher,” Bundy said. “I mean, I was a frog man.” By Bundy’s own words he was a normal kid. But, slipped between the macabre praise of Bundy’s personality is his childhood friend Sandi Holt’s take on who Ted really was: He didn’t fit in, he couldn’t do anything right, and at one point he was teased for a speech impediment. “In high school, he wanted to be something he wasn’t. He was gonna be president,” Holt said. “He was going to show the world that he was the one to be dealt with and it was a lot of blowhard talk. He tried to fool you and lie to you. He wasn’t athletic. He wanted to be number-one in class but he wasn’t.” He was listed as “illegitimate” on his birth certificate and there is reason to believe he was abused as a child. From the beginning, he was creating his own mythology.

The docuseries and coverage of Bundy in general selectively frames his credentials and his crimes. That Bundy went to law school is popular knowledge; that he got mediocre scores on his LSATs and eventually stopped going to class altogether is not. Casting heartthrob Zac Efron to play Bundy would make one believe he was a ladies' man, when in reality he had few girlfriends and was dumped by his affluent and successful college sweetheart because he was directionless and insecure. While the docuseries makes note of these facts, they are overshadowed by non-stop dialogue about Bundy’s appearance and his alleged hypnotizing effect on those around him. While on trial in Utah for the kidnapping of Carol DaRonch (who escaped), Bundy wore nice suits, had his hair coiffed, and playfully bantered with reporters about finishing law school. The media ate it up, but the brave eyewitness testimony of DaRonch canceled out Bundy’s lies and he was convicted and sentenced to prison.

The man’s a wimp. I mean, people that sneak up on women and kill them — what else can you say?
Although the overarching theme is that he had a magnetic energy, DaRonch recalls feeling creeped out when Bundy approached her in the mall parking lot impersonating a police officer. The way in which Bundy found his victims is somewhat of a footnote in the series and movie because it’s a very inconvenient truth: He did not lure women with his wit, but rather tricked them by pretending to have a broken arm or pretending to be law enforcement. He snuck up behind them at night, when there was no one around. He crept into their rooms under the cover of darkness while they were fast asleep, at their most vulnerable. Bundy was able to evade capture for so long simply because in the 1970s when women began disappearing, police departments did not have the DNA technology nor coordination between different jurisdictions to link the crimes to him.

Even the journalists who somewhat enabled Bundy’s false narrative had to admit the truth: “The man’s a wimp. I mean, people that sneak up on women and kill them — what else can you say?” Hugh Aynesworth, one of the journalists who interviewed Bundy while he was on death row, said on the day of his execution in 1989.

When Bundy was on trial in 1979 for the murders of Margaret Bowman and Lisa Levy at Florida State University’s Chi Omega sorority house, he was allowed to represent himself. Young, white female admirers of Bundy would flock to court each day and reporters would interview them on camera as they gushed about his good looks. As Bundy paced around the courtroom free from handcuffs or shackles, journalists and attendees would laugh at his jokes and shenanigans as if he hadn't been accused of savagely sexually assaulting and bludgeoning two women to death.

Much as his ill-fated law school stint foreshadowed, Bundy’s stint representing himself proved he was hardly a brilliant legal mind. He self-sabotaged, he rambled, he got angry and belligerent, and was held in contempt. But because Bundy, with the help of the media, was seen as just a young man who may have lost his way, he was allowed shocking levels of leeway that were unlikely to be afforded to men of color, particularly those who are Black. The same year Bundy was executed, Donald Trump took out full-page ads in four New York City newspapers calling for the execution of the Central Park Five, a group of Black and Latinx young men ranging in age from 14 to 16 years old, who were accused and convicted of raping a white woman in New York City. The teens, who were called “savages” and compared to animals in the press, were later exonerated by DNA evidence.
 
NJ Dealer Caught With 83 Bricks Of Heroin Gets 6 Months Of Rehab, No Prison
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TOMS RIVER — An admitted drug dealer who was caught with about 4,150 doses of heroin worth $25,000 was sentenced to just six months of rehab and five years of probation.

Gary Fox, 30, of Toms River, who has a criminal record that includes previous drug convictions, avoided prison by being accepted by Drug Court and pleading guilty to two counts of third-degree possession with intent to distribute and a count of possession.

Fox, however, does face an alternate prison sentence of 10 years in prison with 3 1/2 years of parole ineligibility if he fails to complete the Drug Court program, according to a spokesman for the Ocean County Prosecutor's Office, who added Wednesday that the sentence was not a result of a plea deal with prosecutors.

The Drug Courts, part of Gov. Chris Christie's reform efforts in the wake of a massive heroin addiction epidemic gripping the state, are meant to provide drug users with rehabilitation instead of placing them behind bars. Drug Courts, however, are not for violent or hardened criminals.

The courts found Fox eligible for the program and he began rehab in November, remaining in custody until his guilty plea in January, prosecutors said. Court records show he spent 168 days in county jail.

Toms River police arrested Fox in May, saying he had 80 wax folds of heroin and $740 in cash. A search of his storage unit found an additional 83 bricks of heroin, which amounted to 4,150 doses and a cash value of close to $25,000, police said at the time.

A month later, police at his Old Street home found another 40 wax folds of heroin, more than 1.5 pounds of marijuana, $2,000 in cash, prescription medications, a scale and packaging materials.

Fox was initially charged with possession of heroin, possession of heroin with intent to distribute, possession of over 50 grams of marijuana, possession of marijuana with intent to distribute, possession of Alprazolam and Suboxone, and possession of drug paraphernalia.

He plead guilty to two counts of third-degree possession with intent to distribute and one count of possession.

Police on Tuesday said they could not provide more details about the investigation.

This is not the first time Fox has been sentenced to rehab as a result of drug charges.

In 2009, he received the same sentence from a different judge in Ocean County for arrests in 2006 and 2007 on charges of possession of cocaine and Percocet.

Fox was represented by the Public Defender's Office.
 
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