I just wanted to say thank you to all of you. I'm doing far better than I was a few days ago. I think I just crashed and had all my emotions come at me quick and it had me in a really bad place. I'm taking things day by day and I'm working on seeing some professional help through my insurance. It's been hard to accept that I need help because I was raised to work things out on my own and only go see a doctor if i you're dying. With the bottom of my heart, I don't know where I would be if it wasn't for all you guys. I was really feeling bad and somehow, this community raised my spirits up and have pointed me towards a brighter path. Thank you all and I hope that I can figure life out and attain the joy that I've desperately need.