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He break your back out before he left and now you're happy he's back for round 2?The God is back to save NT.![]()
Thanks, I'm happy to be back, I was going through a lot of changes and was in bad shape emotionally and physically. I needed help and didn't know where to get it because of foolish pride. So when I would log on to Niketalk and share my stories with complete strangers, the fact that some didn't believe me and I was actually telling the truth kind of set me off. I felt worthless to everyone.
My therapist has been a lot of help and I'm learning to identify with a lot of my issues. So if I shared anything on Niketalk and I don't remember or you feel I need to clarify past posts a bit more, I'd be more than happy to do so and it would help in my overall healing process. There's so much I wanted to share with Niketalk but I was/am afraid of ridicule and embarrassment. But if I want to be a better person I have to learn to trust people and more importantly trust myself only then will I be free.
No, but for a short stint I was severely depressed to the point I was chemically imbalanced, I began taking anti-anxiety meds for it. I also drank carelessly because I was hurt and wanted help but didn't know where to look. I secretly hoped my condition, mixed with anxiety meds and alcohol would hurt me so I could prove to myself I was actually sick and needed help.Didn't you try to kill yourself?
So you made a thread about a suicide attempt but you didn't try and kill yourself?No, but for a short stint I was severely depressed to the point I was chemically imbalanced, I began taking anti-anxiety meds for it. I also drank carelessly because I was hurt and wanted help but didn't know where to look. I secretly hoped my condition, mixed with anxiety meds and alcohol would hurt me so I could prove to myself I was actually sick and needed help.
I hit rock bottom around the time I stopped posting on NT. My wife (not girlfriend) set me up with a therapist. She and my wife helped me out a lot.
Just proved my point!So you made a thread about a suicide attempt but you didn't try and kill yourself?
Not tryna flame, just looking for elucidation.